Under The Whip

A Conversation Worth Having

A few weeks ago, a friend and I were talking about something we saw on a BDSM/kink forum. An 18 year old had joined and posted an introduction listing practically every kink and fetish from A–Z.

At first, my reaction was simply, “Everyone starts somewhere.” New people are allowed to be excited, curious, and unsure. That’s part of the journey.

But both of us still felt a tug of concern. At that age, most people haven’t had the time or experience to research all those areas, let alone understand the safety, consent education, or nuance behind them. Frenzy is a real thing as well.

Then we saw the replies.

Not from peers close to her age, but from men 30, 40, even 50 years older, immediately flirting, trying to “guide” her, or pulling for her attention. Instant red flags. Instant predatory energy.

And let me be clear: I am not shaming age gaps. Preferences exist on all sides. Consensual relationships with age differences can absolutely be healthy.

But what raised concern was the pattern something many of us have seen too often. When I came into the lifestyle at 19, the men interested in me were rarely my age. And I didn’t know better yet. Looking back, I wish I’d had someone to teach me safely, to protect me, and to tell me what red flags I wasn’t old enough to recognize.

A quote I once heard in a class came back to me,

“My existence does not represent a hardship for you.” - Miki_Rei*

That young woman’s presence doesn’t harm me. She isn’t a problem. She isn’t disrupting my kink life or my dynamics. Getting angry at her would be pointless, and honestly unwarranted.

The real issue is the people who wait for newcomers because they know the newcomers don’t yet understand vetting, negotiation, boundaries, informed consent, or what ethical power exchange requires.

And realistically, many brand new 18–19 year olds don’t know those things yet.

That’s exactly why predators target them.

These individuals swoop in under the guise of “teaching” or “guiding,” but the majority are not acting in good faith. Many are manipulative, coercive, or outright abusive. I’m not speaking in generalities, I’m speaking from personal experience. Before meeting my Master Damon, I had more encounters like this than I want to admit, and yes, I fell for a few.

One so bad it left me in debt. The other so bad it left me ina coma for three weeks.

Now, let me also say this, I love men. I love men who are ethical, honorable, grounded, and capable of the dark and delicious intensity that kink can offer. The surrender to such men is intoxicating.

But anyone, man or woman, who uses kink as a hunting ground for inexperienced people is a danger to our community.

And it is not just male Dominants. I’ve seen experienced submissive women manipulate new, eager men who want to learn how to be Dominants. I’ve watched subs play emotional or sexual games with them, use them, then leave them confused or damaged.

For people like this, it is almost a sport,
“Take what I want, ruin fast, vanish clean.”

And yes, that does create hardship for the rest of us.

We’re trying to build a community where kink is understood as consensual, ethical, and empowering. A place where we can be ourselves without being labeled abusive, dangerous, or deviant. A place where we teach the world that BDSM isn’t coercion, it is enthusiastic, informed consent. We cannot build that while allowing this behavior to thrive in the shadows.

It is no surprise communities gatekeep. It is no surprise play parties are intensely vetted. It is no surprise mistakes that should be teachable moments become exile level rumors. People are scared. And they have reason to be.

What we truly need is accountability and community support:
Dominants checking other Dominants when they misuse power
Submissives checking other submissives who manipulate new partners
Doms supporting Doms

Subs supporting subs
Peer groups that uplift, teach, and protect rather than tear down
Mentorship built on ethics, not ego
Preferences aren’t the problem. Age gaps aren’t the problem.
Newcomers aren’t the problem.

Choosing someone because they lack knowledge and are easier to manipulate is not a preference.

It is abuse. And that IS the problem!

You’re Choosing to Stay

I’ve been thinking a lot about trauma bonds lately, especially how they show up in D/s and M/s dynamics. It is one of those things that’s uncomfortable to talk about, but necessary if we’re being real with ourselves.

Here’s the truth that I had to face: people aren’t holding you back, you’re choosing to stay.

Yeah, I said it. I’ve been guilty of it myself in the past. I’ve stayed in dynamics that were already falling apart, trying to convince myself that things would get better. I told myself stories like, “They just need time,” or, “They’re struggling, so I should be patient.” But deep down, I knew the connection had changed. I knew they weren’t showing up in the same way, that the structure and energy we agreed to wasn’t there anymore.

And instead of walking away, I stayed.

Not because they forced me to. Not because I was trapped. But because I was afraid. Afraid of being alone, afraid of what their absence would feel like, afraid that if I set boundaries or spoke up, they’d leave.

That’s on me.

It is easy to say “they’re holding me back,” but the truth is, no one is holding you anywhere. You’re choosing to stay in a place that’s hurting you. And I get it, trauma bonding is real. That push and pull, that need for validation from the very person who’s stopped giving it, it messes with your head and heart. But at the end of the day, it’s still your responsibility to recognize it and step away.

When someone stops maintaining the dynamic you both committed to, stops providing consistent connection, communication, or care, that’s a sign. It’s not a cue to chase or cling harder. It is your signal to walk away.

You don’t owe them your loyalty when they’ve stopped honoring the agreement. You don’t owe them your emotional labor. You’re not there to save them from their choices, and they’re not there to save you from yours.

People are only accountable for themselves.

So stop using them as an excuse. Stop saying, “They have no one else,” or “They need me.” That’s not compassion, that’s fear dressed up as purpose.

If you truly want to grow, you have to call yourself out sometimes. You have to recognize when you’re choosing to stay in something that’s no longer healthy, and have the courage to say, “No more.”

Leaving doesn’t mean you failed. It means you finally remembered your worth.