Fair's Poetry

Oh the broken not on lies,

The stoking of a fire so high,

She is taking, taking her time,

God I wish she would give it back,

Always caught on how I lack,

To be broken, or alive,

Again the simple goodbye,

So many questions and no reply,

Fire flying butterfly,

God she is sweetly ticking the clock,

Feeling as though we missed the dock,

Patiently waiting to be seen and heard,

Wishing some notice however absurd,

I wish to be good in this land,

Hoping for some sort of plan,

Oh the measure of hearts strings,

No no please not the breaking it brings,

To love even when hurt and sad,

To hold nothing at night is bad,

Oh the rain and the shower,

This love is the breaking hour,

As is the witches whimsy,

It finds me simply,

When none is around....

Voice poem

I can clearly see her, the lady of my mind,

Oh god she moves and time can rewind,

It is the flow, the pace, in which hearts glance,

To puddling of her effortless romance,

She kneels before me and I feel as such,

What is this for me, but luck?

Eyes that gemstones feel jealousy,

Voice that rhythm easily as melody,

I clearly am out of my depth,

Breathing, and difficulty in step,

I wish to not only romance you,

But literally pursue,

I wish to chase you in forest of your heart,

When joy, and glee comes naturally apart,

I want to see what your laughter sounds like,

On beauteous views on our hike,

I wish to know what intimacy feels,

After dinner, after you take off your heels,

I want to wake, as it was just a dream,

To have a realization to seem,

That this life would only end,

As hill comes to a bend,

Easily,

Free,

With no regrets only honor.

In the dark when rain falls and stars fly,

I seek juxtaposition of my cognition to your mind,

I wish to watch the unfolding,

A moment when mind becomes mine,

Because a body is so easily claimed,

And I could explain but would make me wane,

It would wantantly woe me,

To only have your figure,

I wish to own an essence perchance,

Are you listening?

I wish for souls to entwine when you are mine,

To know walking and the gawking,

That this Morticia is claimed,

Thay collar and key are measured with step,

Not leather, that you measure the lesser,

And end them with thwarted stare,

I wish mutual obsession that falls on skin,

Then digs so deep it may never recover,

That precense, flare, love, and wanting,

Will always be there.

Where art thou Morticia?

I crave my heart to pound once more,

To run after her through thicket,

Tall trees, and ferns,

To feel my feet beat the earth,

To hear those giggles from afar,

And come get me grins in the moon light,

I wish for moments rolling on the ground,

Oh things done when no one is around,

To have again excitement and love,

Binding between souls,

That would chase eachother,

Not just for fun,

But chasing anything else,

Would be empty.

I wish for my heart to be held as it was yours,

To look in to eyes and take a look at this soul,

See storms weathered and the age it caused,

I implore them to see past the joyful noise,

Smiled face,

And the words of fine,

I beg that you see those waters and stay,

Because at the bottom,

Was someone who yearned,

To hear whispered words,

"I Want you"

Match actions,

And finally know that I will not,

Not have to look at another horizon,

And wonder,

Where are you?

In the times of now lonely, when I tasted the gold painted walls,

Gave in to its call, the wild all, and still some how I fall,

Matters not if beast of tooth and nail,

Nor how fast you run, you still will fail,

Because the beast that chases with fervorous zeal,

Sees you nothing but its easy next meal,

The only way to live is to not play its game,

Wonder you wonder, what is your name?

Through the ferns mud and muck,

Can you hear that sound, no such luck?

The chase is killing you, just finally slow down,

Because if you give in, you will finally be found,

The gift of this is sweet serenity,

Surely will fall in to your sweet memory,

Because what chased, and chasing comes the fall,

Falling into the dark, running to its call,

A name, A NAME! for goodness sake,

My lips are sealed forever.

I say to you my almost forever,

Wherever you roam and whenever,

That grace finds you in even step,

Gleeful kind, and your heart is kept,

I pray that rainy days filled with joys,

And evil machinations fail thier ploys,

I hope for thee with the most earnest,

That in this life you run the furthest,

That dreams of gold overflow your life,

And heavenly host protect thy knife,

I pray that you find utmost happiness,

And in my words you find no sadness,

I pray for times where you look back old,

And again our story unfolds,

To remember fondly of our days,

Even though we are parting ways,

And pray we meet again in another life,

With love, hope, and all my light.

It is a hard feeling to realize they took time for granted,

A compilation of ignored texts like flowers unplanted,

The issue is you saw them as the world,

Because of this your heart unfurled,

And that flag waved loudly and proudly,

They were your person devoutly,

Sadly they don't have to give back the love we do,

They don't have to go for you and pursue,

Actions are what you watch honey,

Not words and copious money,

It is not dates, or loving gifts,

Its bread into the what if's,

Its what they do when times are hard,

Actions over words not a stupid card,

Hard times breed strong lovers,

Not sex under the covers,

No matter how many passionate moments,

The real stuff starts when you have opponents,

Trauma, and behaviors,

Worked on like waivers,

Its being better one step at a time,

For you, for her, for him in kind,

But sometimes, which is sad,

They don't want to work on the bad,

They leave when its rough,

Because working is tough,

But it will be OK,

This love is my final say.