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Lets be honest, there is some darkness here, it took writing it to heal, and I'm getting back to me. Happy.
2 months ago. Wednesday, November 26, 2025 at 8:48 AM

God, when the air turned blue,

 

She never fucking knew,

 

That's when I got to breath,

 

But to her it was all fleeting,

 

And now I have the price to pray,

 

To have heavy breath on a name,

 

God these lessons keep passing by,

 

And part of me is not ok with that,

 

Feel like Ive lost me,

 

And she cares but not enough to stay,

 

Those bright eyes finally show a predator,

 

Unknowing the cost of goodbye,

 

And again I can only sigh,

 

Prepare for the hard breathing,

 

The tears when looks are away,

 

And wonder what the fuck I did,

 

In past lives for karma debts,

 

Praying and saying out loud,

 

Stay the fuck away,

 

If you have ill intentions,

 

Broken minds,

 

Dont know what you want,

 

Or want an experiment,

 

Im a person not a healing aura,

 

And im one more in love you,

 

To never look at people as people,

 

But potential lessons in disguise,

 

So god if your listening,

 

 

2 months ago. Tuesday, November 25, 2025 at 4:19 AM

I seek her, who has finally found a dynamic bound,

 

Oh Ma'am, how I have waited for thee,

 

To see what love, could truly be,

 

Where mistakes are forgiven,

 

A place that is not a situation, but live in,

 

Happiness abound with us around,

 

Oh god, hear us, that happy sound,

 

Whose jubilant laughter echos here-after,

 

Blessed is the wise who prays to the crafter,

 

I wish to have bliss, love and sexual reminiscence,

 

Down to my fucking core and essence,

 

I wish to collar,

 

Not hollar,

 

To be chosen and not feel like I'm losing,

 

Tired of lessons and bruising,

 

Tired of looking and perusing,

 

People who are gruesome and oozing,

 

Pride, greed, and all the sins,

 

Not gonna see them as wins,

 

So it begins, the season again,

 

My god where art thou?

 

 

 

 

 

2 months ago. Tuesday, November 18, 2025 at 2:49 PM

Oh what a privilege it is to be missed,

 


To look on life and bend to reminisce,

 


To wonder if they do the same in kind,

 


Beg for thine time to be rewind,

 


So loving eyes can be seen again,

 


So romantic hearts can again mend,

 


Oh what it is to love with every fiber,

 


Yelling fans and wanting but one subscriber,

 


To walk through life holding hands,

 


Owning lands,

 


Building structure, foundation and roof,

 


Loving little hands, paws and hoof,

 


Picketed fences of an color hue,

 


Picnic kisses under sunshine and blue,

 


And dieing loving one woman,

 


That Hub could be proud of me.

 

 

 

2 months ago. Monday, November 17, 2025 at 1:48 PM

I want to see her pleased, eyes rolled, leaking me,

 

Somewhere between breathless, and carnal being,

 

I want to last in her head, as much as I do in bed,

 

I want her thinking, slinking, and fall to my vibrato,

 

I want her kneeling, tongue out, animatronic auto,

 

Oh to walk in to the house and see that,

 

Coat on rack, pants off, hanging my hat,

 

I want to see her plead, "Sir, use me!",

 

The only way to be, the one she will see,

 

I want to feel what a well toned bottom,

 

Feels like on a bench in autumn,

 

Where she keeps her voice down,

 

To not alert the wild life around,

 

God I just want one to play,

 

That is forever and never go away.

2 months ago. Monday, November 17, 2025 at 1:39 PM

You ruined me, with kiss and hug,

 

Finally believed, that I would be enough,

 

You gave touch, that was lacked forever

 

But alas, I wonder why do I even bother?

 

For I wish to have, have it again,

 

I wish to see, love and not sin,

 

I am just who I am, not an impression,

 

But life keeps giving, a lesson after a lesson,

 

I just want my person, final and right,

 

To fall in to you, oh what a sight,

 

To live a life...

 

Where you are you, and I am me,

 

 

 

3 months ago. Monday, November 10, 2025 at 10:28 PM

Thank you for letting me be part of your world, oh to give it a whirl,

Now I sleep with eyes wide, trying to swallow some form of pride,

To text you,

I used to get butterflies and sighs at mere mention of your name,

Now I have to cover up tears, but I feel I'm the blame,

Over invested, soul tested, again a mess of it,

To remember pretty eyes, and now again the long goodbye,

Only so many more this young boy in here can take,

Because hardening doesn't always work, sometimes that shit just breaks,

Breaks and doesn't repair, and I am well aware that one more like this,

He won't be tempered, but remembered fondly,

The shitty thing is nobody is perfect, and you can always work it,

Work it through, and not assume, that intentions and mentions,

Were about you, but a better me to pursue,

Multi-tasking and not reacting to criticism and blue,

I just wanted to be loved, loved for being who I am,

and if I'm better along the way damn,

We made it through,

But you were running at signs of rain,

Looking toward past trauma to blame,

Am I insane?

Did I let to much slip, when tongues were cracking whips?

Did I not understand what love is?

Unconditional, no record of wrong, that Corinthian song?

Damn me for having a soul of Gomez,

Giving out love like some candy Pez,

Hoping for reciprocation in some fashion,

Now I feel I'm left with twenty lashes,

Got the scars to prove it, internally,

Just wish love was like my moms, maternally,

But the truth is the only unconditional love we have,

Is when we actual find another half,

Through god some say,

I can't, because I don't know.

But regardless of it all,

I know you there listening from my fall,

Keep giving y'all,

Because Karma remembers.

Amen.

3 months ago. Monday, November 10, 2025 at 1:16 AM

Oh, it is those Lapis Lazuli eyes,

 

And I promised I would never tell lies,

 

Oh your witty banter and joyful laughter,

 

Makes my heart beat slightly faster,

 

When days filled with tears rears,

 

To simple conversation and not fears,

 

And I realized you may be right,

 

A slow burn romance is alright,

 

Something built on friendship to love,

 

Simple gifts from the lord above,

 

I wish to convey to you,

 

How I see your colorful hue,

 

I wish to be of service to thee,

 

The servant to dreams of you and me,

 

To see fruition of macabre dance,

 

Slowly Gomez and Morticia in to romance,

 

I wish to dance by candle light,

 

I wish to run around and pretend to fight,

 

Live in a world of careful creation,

 

Daily living in playful flirtation,

 

I wish to date, and walk in the rain,

 

I wish to not have to explain,

 

To be careful with a loving heart

 

I just want that to start,

 

To feel safe, and sane,

 

To yearning and wane,

 

I wish to have soft tender lips,

 

Curvature, In undeniable hips,

 

To tell someone of colorful joy,

 

She makes me feel like a young boy,

 

Who held hands on the play ground,

 

And slowly turned on the merry go round,

 

And damn did I need that,

 

Because I forgot,

 

What kindness, purity and tender felt like.

 

 

 

 

 

 

3 months ago. Sunday, November 9, 2025 at 3:02 AM

Oh Blue and Red

 


Once up on a time, there was a fairy. A beautiful Blue, with silvery scars and she was ever airy. She laid herself in to a tree, of oaken strong. There she remained, asleep from teeth forever long. She slept and slept and months became years. So she could easily avoid the outside worlds fears.

 


Oh how Blue dreamed of a world without scars. But yet, dreamed as such and lived in a world with bars. She slumbered and wondered when she would wake. Time was the price, the toll that it will take.

 


Then one night when the moon was full, a wolf laid rest at the oak for his sake. One red ichor eye, and such was his war torn scared face. Oh my, in the land fairies did this wolf seem so out of place. In times when wolves huffed and puffed down houses. This wolf didn't even want to hurt the mouses. He was known far and wind, a friend to the fairy to all in mind. Blue awoke to his sneezing face, because fairy dust sneezes was what Red would find. She looked down as once did Rapunzel, and said.

 


“Oh my, Mr. Wolf, I apologize so much in advance, your sneezing has risen me from bed” With a voice that would disarm the most armed of men, she who spoke would take knees and bend.

 


The wolf Red, looked up at her face, and with his well trained eye saw every scar in its place. Laid on fair skin, on a fairy as her, he asked very plainly as not her to spur. In deep, so olden, a wolven side, a voice of trailing, growling kind.

 


“Madam fairy, who is fair and kind, tell me young one, who did these to you and left it consigned.”

 


With a his face now lifted, staring at Mrs. Blue, eyeing her scars of silvery hue. A black wolf out of place in the realm of Fae, but with their magic begged him to stay. You see, Mr. Blue was old and true. A friend to the fairies, Reds, Greys, caps, and even the blues.

 

 

 

With a calm that sinks inside of skin, his voice's spell started to begin.

 


“Come down from the oak, and play like rest, I will protect you to this I will attest”

 


With dainty voice, that trilled like song, a shiver ran through Blue that felt wrong.

“No no Mr. Wolf, I can not come along, and play with the other fae's song. The day may be as such, but it feels wrong.”

 


The shaking of Blue, lead to dust come falling down, on snoots, roots, and leaves around. Sneezing began for Mr. Red, where Red laughter is all that was found. If you think a fairy talking was enough to rile, you should see when one gives you a smile. It is a sunshine in dark, or holy angels ark. It will bend the will of most things, and joy it always brings. It caused as such for Mr. Red, where canine teeth was were it led. Blue began to shake in fright, at the teethes scary sight. She rebound back in to the oak, away again from her family and folk.

 


Realizing patience is what was needed, the wolf began to take word and heeded. He sat at the tree for days on end, for his will to protect this fairy would never bend. He sat and sat from sun to moon, awaiting this fairy to finally give boon. She looked out the oak so high, and let out a beautiful sigh.

 


“Mr. Wolf why have you waited? Has your boredom not been abated?”

She said with shining eyes, and dust floating as does fireflies.

 


“Mr. Fairy, who is beautiful and arey, I will not let hair be harmed on your head, this is what I've said, I know one who has come before, I have learned from folks about its lore. You may play unafraid, go now play in the glade”

 


Mrs. Blue seemed almost teary, ever so weary. She climbed down the tree a little at a time, every step like a little chime. She landed next to the wolf with grace and easy, and the wolves ears lifted pleased. The eye followed with great responsibility, bowing slight with the most civility.

 


Looking around Mrs. Blue began to glow again with brilliant light, all the fay watched what a sight. Blue had not singed, nor danced in quite awhile, nor had she graced any with smile. She played, and danced with the wind, and the rain. The wilds bent to her that much was plain. For Blue faeries are the most revered, unknown to most that much is clear. For in this instance, they all came together, Red tops, and Old Greys, Green Blops, and the Whispered Ways. They played and played.

 


All along the wolf sat in reverence and awe, watching run off, as he laid his head on one of his paws. He rested finally knowing they would be unharmed, he had no reason to be alarmed.

 


But as things go and they often do, misfortune found Mr. Wolf, and not Mrs. Blue. You see sometimes these havens fall to unclean hands, who somehow stumble on to fairy lands. On this day of play and merry, Sons of the land came to tarry. They found the wolf asleep under an oak, and misunderstood so much, and left him with a bang and smoke. You see wolves are not looked at very favorably, humans look at them so unsavory.

 


Blue found him in a pile cold and alone, unmoving a pillar of stone. She looked around in anger and fright. She looked for the ones she wished to fight. She screamed and yelled, like the ringing of a great bell. These humans did not realize who they had wronged. They should have listened to their ancestors songs.They messed with gods of old, and they will come asunder, they will sit in awe and wonder. For Blue the Fairy stood high again, she called the fairies she called the rain. A loud crack like thunder and they all stood and wondered. The Reds, The Whites, The Frights, The Greys, Even angry were the whispering ways. For Wolf was a friend to all, to all the faey.

 


They came running through the forest not gentle as a breeze, but tornado, and hurricane as to freeze. Rain fell, and moved the Tree's, the humans ran, they screamed, they began to flee. Panic set, as each one fell, under the fays indomitable spells. For years hence after this moment, for years and years the humans gave bestowment.

 


After this happened, the fairies all gathered. Because Mr. Wolf to them always mattered. Oh how they begged for him to come back, for now their protector they lacked.

 


It must have been on the wind, the scent spinned. The wildest mother came to see such tragedy and sin.

 


Blue begged her in upmost earnest.

 


“Please wild mother, do something!” Only receiving a look sternest.

 

In the most motherly tone that one can muster, aiming to unfluster.

 

“Beautiful child, free and awake, In my power he shall wake.” She pulled a feather from a crown of feathers and horn, in an instant of green something was born.

 


Mr. Wolf awoke red and aery. Petite little Red Fairy. Oh the song, and the dance that ensued, for a love created for Mr. Red, and Mrs. Blue. But take not my word for it, go out in to the world and sit. Listen for the song at night of Red, and Blue sometimes on a full moon. You can hear them dancing among the trees, you can see them riding the bee's. In the summer, or even winter times, always together, always aligned.

3 months ago. Saturday, November 8, 2025 at 7:11 PM

Maam I can't be the one guessing,

 

Because inside I am mess in,

 

Because a brain will listen to words,

 

Really just want verbs,

 

If you say you want me,

 

I will believe thee,

 

Believe these words to ring,

 

When thunder no longer will bring,

 

Me to the surface unless,

 

You confess...

 

Because I won't know,

 

Until you tell me...

3 months ago. Friday, November 7, 2025 at 1:12 AM

You felt safe, unlike every hug I'd ever had,

Like birthday balloons and friends, you hid the bad,

You were the warm ocean breeze at night,

Every firework, star, and northern light,

To me you were awe and inspiration,

Every love story of every fiction,

You melted me with just a glance,

Tiny iterations, personality and romance,

I had to realize what you really meant to me,

Love for me to see, a sea in your company,

Then like a match blown out,

Like running bulls, and a mans shout,

I realized quickly what you did, you see,

I was something fun, not any ancient revelry,

I was the clown of the court,

A jester for the royal sort,

While I dreamed of marrying the royal,

I was but a spring in some toy foil,

Easily discarded without second thought,

Like something you throw away after bought,

There was no romance, no glance, and no heart,

Just companionship, or whatever you do with broken art,

Where I gave compassion, and took no note of wrongs,

You were taking me string up the lawn,

You had no intention, No wanting,

Just fun for awhile to leave me haunting,

And damn this haunted house is cold.