Things have settled down, just a little, since my last blog. One issue, which is probably the biggest, is now in track to be resolved. It's still going to be a process but a major first step towards progress is being made, which has taken a HUGE weight off my shoulders. I still have other things to deal with, but I don't feel as burdened any more. I can breath again, just a little.
Last night, I went for a much needed night out with my Daddy and my best friend. Was able to have drinks and let loose and forget my problems for a few hours. When we left the venue we stayed at my best friend's house. No play time obviously, but I would say it has been my favorite night with Daddy so far. We laid down and almost as soon as he held me, I began to cry. Not from everything going on in my life for a pleasant change, but from the overwhelming love radiating between us. The feel of his arms around me and my head buried in his chest, him telling me to let it out. It was almost too much. I had a feeling about it before, but last night left no doubts; I have never experienced this kind of pure, unbound love with anyone. I didn't know this kind of love was possible. I thought I'd experienced the highest kind of love in the past with my first serious boyfriend, and I did love him a whole lot, but without it being reciprocated it never came close to what I have now. The fact that Daddy loves me back in the same way, that he provides his patience, understanding, protection, and guidance, has allowed my heart to blossom and thrive in our relationship and feel free to be my purest version of myself with him. I truly don't know how I got so lucky to have met him, or what makes me deserving of the happiness I've found with him, but I am grateful beyond words.