Ramblings

Today I got rejected for a mortgage I hoped would save a house that has been in my family for decades. I’m now unsure of what to do and where to go. 
Its 4am and I’ve applied for more fee free brokers consultations than I can recall. I’m sure I’ll regret that when my phone starts going crazy when the rest of the country wakes up. 
Heartbroken and surrounded by silence is a humbling experience. With nothing to consider but this perceived failure. 
It’s not kinky, but it’s life. Life humps suck. 

There is something beautiful about the vulnerability we feel during play. The essence of freedom we are able to taste in those most delicious of moments. 
Behind these moments is a lifetime of learning, questions and often hard lessons. 
Please, do not take responsibility for others vulnerability without spending the time to learn how to do this in a way that is beneficial and supportive of both parties. You can hit triggers and hurt people through online communication too!

SSC, RACK, AFTERCARE ♥️

That is all.