Ramblings

A hollow and sinking place. Black quick sand with no shoreline. Covered in sweat, saliva, tears… you feel like a newborn. Vulnerable to all threats. 
A payment to be made for allowing another into your mind. So fulfilling and beautiful. 
A Dominants life raft out of this darkness is something to behold. The right words at the right time. When and how to touch. Reassurance without crippling overwhelm. An art of its own.

A dance without universal rules. Beautiful, terrifying and so very important.

Today I got rejected for a mortgage I hoped would save a house that has been in my family for decades. I’m now unsure of what to do and where to go. 
Its 4am and I’ve applied for more fee free brokers consultations than I can recall. I’m sure I’ll regret that when my phone starts going crazy when the rest of the country wakes up. 
Heartbroken and surrounded by silence is a humbling experience. With nothing to consider but this perceived failure. 
It’s not kinky, but it’s life. Life humps suck. 

There is something beautiful about the vulnerability we feel during play. The essence of freedom we are able to taste in those most delicious of moments. 
Behind these moments is a lifetime of learning, questions and often hard lessons. 
Please, do not take responsibility for others vulnerability without spending the time to learn how to do this in a way that is beneficial and supportive of both parties. You can hit triggers and hurt people through online communication too!

SSC, RACK, AFTERCARE ♥️

That is all.