All that Jaz

I have the privilidge of knowing and being aquainted with several people who are well versed in BDSM, much more than I am.  I want to be a person who can speak from a position of experiance and knowledge....but I feel so limited.  It seems most of my life my bdsm has been fantasy, and although I am well read, I am not experienced.  There is a project that I am in love with, that involves spreading knowledge of BDSM, etc....I am trying to be worthy of said project.