Messy Cupcake

This is my first post on here. I want to start with I made a pizza today, and I didn't read all the instructions. But that's later on; I'll explain what happened. Sir and I cleaned the house. We talked about communication with one another. One thing I will say is I have a hard time expressing myself about BDSM and my wants with it. I've been interested in the community since I was 17-18. When I picked out a book that involved two lovers who had a D/S dynamic. After that, that's all I wanted. My dream relationship was that. It was a bond that was strong and beautiful in my eyes. My family frowned upon anything sexual, especially BDSM. So, I always keep to myself about some of my interests. Communication was never healthily taught to me. The reason I said all that is that it's hard for me to communicate with Sir. It's no excuse; I know that. That is why I'm trying to search, read, and get all the knowledge of healthy tips and coping strategies to be a better sub for him. Everything I say is always talked about; sometimes I feel like a bug 🐝 lol. Does anyone else feel that way too? Anyway, the pizza I made was heart-shaped. The pizza bites on the side got overcooked 🥲. Not to worry; the pizza was amazing and it stayed in perfect shape. Thank you for reading and I hope everyone has a wonderful day😄💕🌼!