Messy Cupcake

Today I made waffles that look like Mickey ☘️Mouse or Minnie 🌸. I'll talk about that later. Sir and I started an app called Obedience. I'm excited it's like my tummy is doing backflips😆🙌. I will say we have been communicating a lot about everything. I'll tell you what happened for us to get there though. A little part of me was hesitant about the dynamic. And now when I do feel like that I tell him about those feelings and make sure this is what we both want. Without me realizing it I was too eager. I did a lot of research and told him about all the things he needed to do. In the end, I got angry with the situation and myself because I was doing everything instead of being patient. He told me I needed to breathe and not to rush things. That's when I truly saw I was bottom topping. It wasn't okay I did that to him and myself. He was confused with everything because he was not a mind reader. I sincerely apologize to him. We talked about all the things I was doing and what we both wanted. We came up with a small stepping stone with the app. I feel calmer about everything because we talked about him wanting this dynamic truly and how he and I viewed each other's roles. It is very important to go to the other when you feel these types of feelings. I know that now and it lifted so much from my chest. It's hard but very much needed in this type of dynamic. Does anyone else had this happen? But anyway I made small waffles with a mixed berry syrup. To add touches I put powdered sugar, strawberries, blueberries, and blackberries. Sir ate all of it in seconds 😄🧇. Which put a smile with a warm feeling I made him happy ☺️💞🌼.