5 months ago. Wednesday, August 6, 2025 at 8:39 AM
The more I learn the more I want to experience. I can’t seem to get past certain points and things just seem to go poof.
I can’t seem to find the balance. I’m sure some of this is that excitement of something new making it harder but I feel like I’m in a back country road in the middle of BFE and I can’t find true north. I seem to get close but then it slips. I keep getting pushed and pulled in different directions but never enough to know if I’m going in the right direction.
Maybe it’s just me learning me but the more I learn the harder and more unrealistic it seems.
FYI… most of the time I’m a happy cheerful person just struggling a little right now and this is a place for me to ponder.