Questions are all I have at the moment.
I just need to get them out of my head, like most things I write about here.
Picking up subtle changes in a person’s mood or behavior has served me well over the years in navigating the mine fields I found myself in, but what do you do when you can’t turn that off. When you know something is different but you can’t quite put your finger on it. You know behavior has changed but it can be easily explained by other things than what your gut is telling you. You have spent so much of your life ignoring your instincts it is hard to break the habit even though you know you can trust them.
How do you find the courage to keep poking at something because you’re not satisfied with the answer? I’m not talking about you didn’t get the answer you wanted but the response felt more like a brush off.
Why do I feel like I am more of an afterthought? Is this just what happens now?
Is there a timeframe of when that changes and I missed the memo?
Or maybe I just want too much?