I know we all have different versions of ourselves that we present based on the situation. I get that. I do it myself.
But here in this place and with the people here I am my truest self.
How can you ever expect to find any kind of partner with a mask in place? No matter how many masks you layer on they will get pealed away and the truth will be revealed.
Here’s the thing I have been working really hard to shed all of those layers that have been placed on me by others because it is not who/ what I am. I refuse to put them back on. I am more, I am worth more, I deserve more and I absolutely refuse to accept to go back to that. If I’m not comfortable with it I’m not going there. I have to be able to live with the emotional turmoil that follows, you don’t.
I am no longer a mother to a grown ass piece of shit.
I am no longer just a paycheck.
I am no longer just a maid.
I am no longer a warm wet hole for a cock.
I am no longer a yo-yo to be toyed with.
Why is it so hard for people to just be honest about who they are and what they want???
It’s those of us who hoped and believed you that get hurt. We are the ones left questioning our worth, questioning if we are the problem by wanting more. We are the ones questioning if we should just walk away from it all.