Sometimes we lose focus of ourselves, whilst trying to find who you are on this adventure. Today I'm using my blog as a place to remind myself who I am
Who is Littlegirllost?
Well shes 23, from England and she is a little/sub. Her little side is like somewhere between 8-10. She likes to colour, likes cartoons and likes anything cute. She also loves video games. She love physical affection from those she's close to but she's also shy about her love for physical affection.
She craves structure and guidance, since she is very chaotic when left to her own devices. She has trauma but she's working her way through it as she knows she can't let it define her. She's working on it slowly and is a lot stronger than she thinks she is.
She tries her best constantly and tries to always be good. But she sometimes worries she isn't enough. She has a heart of gold and loves to ensure everyone around her feels loved and cared about because she's felt what it's like to not feel like that. She also just wants those around her to be happy because everyone deserves happiness.
She sometimes feels like she's just a background actor on a stage but she's trying to reclaim her right to shine. She's not the background actor she used to be and she’s determined to be the star of her show.
She trying her best to be healthy, as she knows it'll be good for her, but she struggles at times because she's a sucker for sweet treats. She knows that if she wants to live a long and happy life she needs to make positive changes.
She's adventurous and is enjoying her journey exploring this side of the metaphorical tracks and she's trying her best to be the best little girl she can be for her Domme but she struggles sometimes.
Most of all she's me and I'm her. She's always gonna be a part of me as I am always going to be a part of her. We're two sides of the same coin and I wouldn't have it any other way