Violet624(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.

Missing Piece

6 years ago. Wednesday, February 6, 2019 at 11:09 AM

For as along as I can remember I always felt like something was missing, like all the other pieces of myself weren't fitting together. There was a need and want for something I couldn't place.

Believe it or not I came across some books that talked about Daddy Dom's and something just in me clicked together and it was like I found my missing piece. I knew what I wanted and what I needed, but why?

There is no easy answer to why I have this want and need its just there. To outsiders to this life it will probably seem crazy and not normal and that's why I don't tell anyone, it's my dirty little serect but it does make me feel so very alone.

Violet xx

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Violet624​(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

Missing Piece

Violet624(sub female)