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Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.
6 years ago. Tuesday, March 12, 2019 at 9:43 AM

Good Morning Everyone!

Today is a new day, even though money is tight, more payments got taken out, my family is being well you know the story and I don't want to get out of bed. I woke up feeling okay!

I woke up holding Hank and even though I'm stressed out of my mind, some how I know it's going to be okay. I've been im tough spots before and I got myself out, this one is not going to be any different. ?

I woke up imagining what it would be like to roll over and to be in your arms. To feel your touch on my warm skin, your soft and rough kisses, the feel of your tongue on my skin or the way so many firsts are going to be like.

I woke up knowing people out there love me and care about me.... I woke up knowing there is hope.

 

Violet and Hank ??


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