Violet624(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.

Disowned Again

6 years ago. Monday, March 11, 2019 at 7:42 PM

Honestly here's the thing, every few months I don't live up to the standards of my family and they freeze me out until they want that prefect family image.

Every time this happens it hurts and I ask why? You know I try so hard to make them happy, but I can never live up to what they want.

Some might ask why do I put up with this crap? Like really get capped on when I'm around them and then capped on when they push me away. Basically I'm fucked either way and I can never win. I'm the problem and the black sheep. So it is what it is....

Violet and Hank ??

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Violet624​(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

Disowned Again

Violet624(sub female)