Violet624(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.

Thank you Hank

6 years ago. Wednesday, March 13, 2019 at 2:31 PM

I just finishing coming back from telling my friends about what happened this morning and it was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do.... I had to push my grief down and be strong there for everyone around me.

Hugging Hank and letting me feel for a moment is good and now I take a breath and be strong for some more people around me that's going through a hard time and also the guys at the gym.

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No one has ever fought for me. To stop me from spinning out from over thinking everything. No one has ever said "F*** it I'm coming to you and your meeting me here at this time; no if, ands or butts.

Violet ?

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Violet624​(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

Thank you Hank

Violet624(sub female)