Good morning Everyone,
Today is a new day and it comes with some sleep. Yay go me! Having roommates that love and care about you is helpful and I'm so grateful for them.... Literally sleeping bags EVERYWHERE, but there is food in my place, laundry is done and lunches have been made. They are really taken care of me.
Last night I woke up screaming from a nightmare and they call came running in to make sure I was okay and sat with me while I cried and helped me back to bed after. I wasn't alone for the first time in well forever and it felt good, really good.
The fun thing about them is they know about my kinky side and little side and I'm able to talk with them about it, my dirty wants and needs without being shield or asked a million questions. They have been also helping with the thinking of my situation I am in.
It's hard to be going through what I am with two others in your life that are going through shit of their own and throwing my crap onto the fire is just not a good look when I'm supporting them. I understand they have a stronger bond and have known each other for longer is just sucks to be reminded of that and feeling like you have to run to catch up or your be left behide.
Also my wants are getting stronger and way dirtier. It's like I've been awaken after been hid away from almost 10 years. TMI guys but I didn't touch myself or have an orgasm for almost 6 of those years. Yeah it's been a journey!
Like wow I didn't realize how dirty my mind or body or want or get but here I am researching and looking at pictures lol, wondering if this is all okay... Welcome to the new me, I guess lol!!!
Violet and Hank ??