I honestly feel so alone right now and sad. I didn't know where else to write it down my thoughts and feelings.... So here I am back again.
I thought I found my Daddy, someone who would take care of me, make me feel safe and loved, who gave me rules, tasks etc...
Things were good, great at first, I was his good girl. I let me walls down, but now he's gone, stopped responding to my messages, not even looking at them anymore and I feel so sad and alone. Seems like I wasn't good enough again....
Its been a couple of weeks now and I feel so empty and I just don't know what to do. When I'm not working I just sit and hope he will reach out, clear everything up but that doesn't happen.
I feel so used and...... Why can't I be good enough??? Why can't I be enough??
WHAT IS WROING WITH ME????
Violet ?