Violet624(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.

Learning

2 years ago. Sunday, January 29, 2023 at 10:02 AM

It's been a while since I've been on here, I've tried pushing down what I need and it made things worse.

When I first came on this site I was lost, broken even. I wad dealing with a lot of trauma and pain. I knew I had these needs and wants, but I know to some its disappointing or even disgusting.

I was in an abusive relationship in my younger years and I use to think it damaged me to the point where I was unlovable, unwanted... Even relationship since hasgone down the shitter, I tried to be normal, the good girlfriend, to be prefect but that's not who I am...

I'm not prefect, I have kinks and needs and that's okay, there in nothing wrong with that or me.

I am Me ❤️

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Violet624​(sub female)

Not Ashamed Anymore

Learning

Violet624(sub female)