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Not Ashamed Anymore

How do you start off one of those? Do you jump in with both feet or just float there hoping for the best?

Well for along time I was floater. I was ashamed of my needs and wants. I was already an outsider to my family and feeling what I was feeling, would it make it worse?

Then I thought if I step into this life and start looking for a Daddy, would I just been seen as another girl with daddy issues.

Its hard knowing you need something so deeply and badly and know it isn't the "normal". I'm not ashamed of myself anymore, but it does scare me. But here I am jumping with two fit in and I'm hoping to find the right Daddy for me.
2 years ago. Friday, August 4, 2023 at 4:56 PM

I'm not sure if I can open myself up again. I have be used and thrown away and I can't go through that again. I can't keep putting myself through that pain and games Doms like to play with Subs because they think they can.

 

I understand people go through stuff, we all do but why do Doms like the play mind games with their Subs, throw them away like they aren't people or real? Use the "it's not me, its you" line everytime cause they think its easier that way or hust stop talking cause they feel like it.

 

Are there any real Doms out there or it all just one big game? Is my needs and wants just too much, should I just lock them away? Maybe this is not real? Maybe I'm just crazy and am meant to be alone.

 

Violet 

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