It’s officially been more than 2 weeks since my last Orgasm. At some point yesterday and continuing into today, I seem to have crossed a new emotional threshold. If you’ve been following my last few post, you’ve probably noticed that I’ve been a bit of a Wreck. A slight change in wind direction was setting me off in an uncontrollable stupor. If your job doesn’t have much flexibility regarding time, I recommend just taking the week off for week two. I basically had to leave my office just to sit in my car for a few minutes every hour or so just to call myself down. I’m not saying this is everyone’s experience. This has just been mine.
As of now, however, I’m alert but not overwhelmed. Aroused, but not obsessive. As euphoric as last week was at times, I gotta say, it’s for the best that phase has passed. I was getting to be too horny to function. One more week of that and my work would’ve suffered severely. (Don’t do Locktober if you’re an Air Traffic Controller or something like that.)
All that said, this phase is interesting. I’m now at the phase where I’m almost in acceptance. Not so much that I’m just resigned to this state, but more accustomed to the sensations. Will this last? Not a clue, will one night of my wife riding my cage send me back in the stupor? I wouldn’t be surprised.
The point is that for now I guess I’d say I’ve hit my stride. Not worried about if I’ll make it to November. Now, my concern is about doing what I can to please my wife, to make the next 16 days a wonderful experience for both of us.
As I’ve mention before, although my wife is participating for my sake, this isn’t really her kink as of yet. She has said that the past two weeks has been very fun, but she’s still navigating what she likes and doesn’t like about being my soft domme. So my energy and attention at this point, is to make sure my goddess loves the next two weeks sooo much that she doesn’t want to go back. To be honest my main fantasy, is on November 1st after multiple rounds of penatrative sex, she looks me in the eye and tells me. Ok that’s enough. Put your cage back on. If you do the dishes and clean the sunroom to my standards before bedtime, I’ll let you taste my perfect pussy.
a guy can dream, can’t he?