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Splashes of Sparkle

4 years ago. May 26, 2020 at 5:32 PM

Lies. All lies. 

No sooner did Rose say the famous "I'll never let you go, Jack" .....and then blip, she does EXACTLY what she said she wouldn't do. 

And the audience sinks in that moment. 

(For those of you who may not get the reference...I am speaking of the movie Titanic)

Or when someone says "jump in, the water is great". When really it is freezing, or boiling hot, or you jump in but somehow they drained all the water out of the pool. Crash landing as you break your neck.

But sure, the water is great. 

 

By now you get my drift. I'm just so completely frustrated at the ability to blatantly lie. Why do people enjoy hurting other people? If you aren't interested, need a change, whatever, SAY SO. Even Daniel Tiger teaches children to USE YOUR (FUCKING) WORDS! Don't encourage people to tear down walls, peel back layers and then drop kick them into the pool with no water. Don't harp on how you are different, tell someone to be honest-then ditch them when they are honest.

Yes, I know I am enough. When insecurities and things jump in, don't reassure someone that you are there, that they are enough, and then kick them. 

I feel things strongly. And right now I just am hurt and frustrated and unfuckingbelievably irritated. Just when you think things will be different...yeah nope.

Miinuh​(sub female) - You are not alone. I feel that there is a lot of people being hurt from lies or other things in the community right now. A lot of posts about it. So just know that I and I'm sure others understand your hurt and frustration ❤️ Thank you for sharing.
4 years ago
SSG​{ENM-TLP} - OMG, you know that I know this all too well. And to add to your Daniel reference, "When you feel so mad that you want to roar, take a deep breath and count to four ONE, TWO, THREE, FOUR {exhale}." I am sorry that you've ever experienced this pain. I wish that none of us, on either side of the slash, experience pain. I am beginning to learn that I think I need someone in my life who feeds on pain. Does that mean a sadist? I don't know...maybe...if I can endure the physical pain in an effort to have them suck every bit of the emotional pain out of me--then FUCK YEAH! Sorry sweet girl. Thinking of you.
4 years ago
BigBubbles - I understand. I'm sorry. Hugs??
4 years ago
Jack in the box - I can relate
4 years ago
pinkrose​(sub female) - Preach sis. When you said, "Don't harp on how you are different, tell someone to be honest-then ditch them when they are honest."
I felt that.
4 years ago

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