I just watched a hentai - by the reknowned Studio Fow - Kunoichi 2 to be precise, though I still prefer number one.
A wonderful revelation for me to discover it wasn't just me who had strange, intense fantastical desires. Fantastical indeed - monsters, tentacles, orcs, demons, androids, semi sentient machines - all of them one way or another have featured at one time or another in my colourful sexual fantasies.
I always wondered why I felt so odd watching the film "Legend" not for the pre orthodontic Cruise, no it was when Tim Curry filled the screen with his husky tones, red complexion, hooves and that damn head horn. Flash Gorden has a lot to answer for too. (Absolutely no jokes about Flesh Gorden - Ok?) Never mind a life long obssesion with bad sci fi, it left me with a desire to be strapped to a table and lashed like Princess Aura. The livid red stipes on her back made me feel woosy and warm. There was a torture scene in the classic tv sci fi "V", the girl was in a glass cylinder and "energy " rays were whizzing up and down as she convulsed. I was mesmerised and sincerely recall feeling very warm in my special place. Remember the Spielberg movie Young Sherlock Holmes? Where his beloved is mummified and carried aloft in a dark Egyption ritual, that one too, oh yes....
A lazy google search has informed me that "hentai" comes from the japanese hentai seiyoku - a "perverse sexual desire", however the original meaning in Japanese is a transformation or a metamorphosis. I find this fascinating and it resonates with me. It explains what I'm feeling when I'm enjoying myself to weird cartoon porn. The protagonist in my porn was indeed violated like a cum rag by an oversized monster yet simultaneously she transforms into an equally fantastical creature who finds another depth in her capability to feel pleasure and a power in her surrender.
