5 years ago. June 20, 2019 at 4:22 PM
The chaos between my head and heart is exhausting. Right now, I am going to my quiet place. I need to try to quiet my mind, quiet my heart, be safe and just rest, re-energize, and be calm.
I am anxious … and yes, impatient. I can't decide if I want to run away or run towards my future. I feel I’ve wasted/lost so much time.
I must experience it all. So I can grow from it. I am strong. I know what I want ... and don't want.
Remind myself “Everything is a Miracle" and believe things happen for a reason, and they happen WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. So ... just breathing and feeling my calming surroundings.
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