6 years ago. Friday, August 9, 2019 at 6:21 AM
The Chaos in my head and heart ... is exhausting. I need to go to my quiet place. Every emotion possible, I am feeling all at the same time. A perfect storm for my little girl. I need to try to quiet my mind, quiet my heart, and be calm. I am struggling to get there.
I know I must experience it all. So I can grow from it, but I could do with a little less growth for awhile now. I try to remind myself ... I am strong. I know what I want ... and don't want ... and this will pass.
I keep closing my eyes, trying to breathe and feel the calm surroundings of my quiet place. I am struggling.