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4 years ago. November 25, 2019 at 2:02 PM

It takes courage to push yourself to places you have never been before…to test your limits… to break through barriers.


"And the day came when the risk it took to stay tight inside the bud, was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."
~Anais Nin

My eyes close, to see and experience the sensations produced by the endless procession of fantasies, wants and desires.

I want to live darkly and richly in my femininity. I want my Daddy lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone of our relationship. 

I have known since I was a young woman I am submissive and I’ve had submissive sexual fantasies my entire life. My fantasies have always involved being pursued, captured, restrained, enjoyed by and submitting to a worthy Dominant male. The key word is worthy ... someone who is naturally Dominant, honest, knows Himself. My Daddy appreciates my adoration and service and is worthy of my trust. 

For those of us who are naturally submissive, who show love through acts of service and devotion, who have found trustworthy partners/Doms who appreciate our way of showing love and appreciate our need to serve that exists deeply within us…there is no greater freedom; to be able to live in agreement with our deepest natures.

I am learning and Daddy encourages me to be open and ask for what I desire. Even when some of those things scare me. He accepts lovingly, guides steadily and with such care. It all gives me the courage to explore.

I’ve never felt happier or more fulfilled. This only works because I judge Him as wise, just, fair and trustworthy.

Daddy, thank you for being the man you are, the Dom I need, the Daddy who loves me. You have changed my world.

I have always said to people: "to stay true to yourself".  I have tried to follow my own advice. It has been wonderful and scary and downright painful at times, but I have found myself and learning to no longer be afraid, I am embracing who I am.

I can't wait to find out what the future holds. Whatever it is, I will let Daddy lead and guide and protect.

 

❤❤❤

 

Morley​(sub female){Max Sterne} - LK - this is such a beautiful heartfelt post. This is what fairytales are made from. I am so happy to read that yours is coming true!!! Much love to you and Yours ❤️❤️❤️
4 years ago
Lilkitten​(sub female){Deepwater} - Thank you. Like anything worth having .. it takes work and perseverance , honesty and open communication. Not always easy but worth it. 💜
4 years ago
venia​(sub female){Lextelonis} - Ahhhh yes. . . "It takes courage to push yourself to places you have never been before…to test your limits… to break through barriers." That's so very true for me, but once you do, you find out it is so worth it in the end to leave your former self behind and to bravely step out into the YOU that you were always meant to be. I am so very happy for you. 💜
4 years ago
Lilkitten​(sub female){Deepwater} - So very very true Venia. I'm discovering as I go, the more I step out, the more courage I have to step a little further. And I am finally becoming the person I am meant to be. Thank you 💜
4 years ago
Deepwater​(dom male){lilkitten} - For my part, I love nuturing you, being encouraging and watching your confidence grow. When I nudge you over the edge, it's because wings are meant to be open, with air flowing underneath. When you're in the air and feel a bit scared, remember Daddy is near, and the sound you hear is my voice, saying fly, little one, fly.....
4 years ago
Lilkitten​(sub female){Deepwater} - You are my safety net Daddy. You help give me the courage to step closer to the edge. I know you are always there for me. ❤
4 years ago
SchrodingersDinosaur​(switch female) - I've always loved that Anais Nin quote. It's amazingly apropos in so many different people's lives. Thank you for sharing it and your journey with us. -Henna
4 years ago

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