Tried to die again, couldn't
Tried to escape again, told I shouldn't
Can't drink anymore
Cant cut anymore
Tried to take too many god damn pills
Even they cant get me over the hill
You know what its like?
For you own brain, To tell you to take a hike
To never feel enough
Every single day is rough
Can't even fucking sleep
Evry single thing is too deep
Feel like im drowning
People sick of me frowning
Mo own daughter destroyed
Feel unworthy of being endured
Im trying to find my own happiness
Then why does it cause he so much unhappiness
The air i breathe is choking me
Why do I need it, its fucking killing me
I sick of just barely making it,
Evry time I feel myself evolving, it hurts someone by it
I feel locked in this dumb pointless life
Wish this wasn't such a dull knife
7-12-26 J. Trueblood