I’ve always have held back as to what I want and what makes me happy.
I was raised and and taught don’t act weak. Don’t be needy. Don’t be clingy. No man wants a woman that needs him. She should be strong all the time. Don’t show weakness. Must be tough and prove you and handle it all, all of the time. But Why?
why can’t I be weak and venerable? Why can’t I be clingy and needy? Why can’t I rely on someone? Why is it a bad thing to say “I can’t do that? Or “I’m not strong enough?”
there are days when I don’t want to be strong. Those days I need to be cared for completely. Don’t get me wrong I can kick ass and do when needed. I’m tough and strong. But I feel complete and comfortable when I can be taken in and protected.
I know now who I am and will not stuff it down deep inside. I’m a Rockstar Princess.