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Understanding me.

I am me, I am growing, I am learning. I love and I hold close. I have opened myself and let the blood pool on the floor, I have let myself know who I am. I am a servant/slave. I am not powerless I am priceless.
4 years ago. July 22, 2019 at 1:28 AM

Bishop and I are going to be apart for probably a month.   I dropped him at the airport today.  I stayed strong.  I didn’t want him to see me sad.     I don’t like being apart from him. I just want to sleep in tomorrow and not do anything.  But that is not a good idea.  I need to be productive and start some projects.

ill lay out two outfits for him to choose from and that will be what I wear for the day, after I do morning yard work.  

I am needing to do my daily journal on a regular basis. I tend to let it slide. I need more structure in my daily life.

Bishop and I were apart for three weeks not too long ago.  So I know I can do it for a month.  I will make the best of it. I might not like it at first.  Waking up without his cuddles, will be hard. But he jokes that I will have the whole bed and all the pillows (can never have enough pillows) 

sorry this blog is a ramble. 


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