Understanding me.

I did my daily chores and I sat down with a cup of coffee or two.  I opened my book and a read and read.  My pen making marks of ; dots and checks and boxes and underlining words. I’d dog ear a top corner for the left hand page and dog ear a corner for the right hand page. I want to make sure to keep those pages at the ready.  I’m glad I was able to read that book.  
 I then spent part of my day doing something I haven’t done in awhile. Photography. I did some still art.  And I did some racy ones of me. it was a calm day.  I let myself be and live.  I felt such personal growth. There were tears as I would read and the switch to some of my writings.  If felt so good to cry those tears as they were tears of healing myself.