Name' sake

1 can (10 1/2 ounces) Campbell’s® Condensed Cream of Mushroom Soup or 98% Fat Free Cream of Mushroom Soup or Condensed Unsalted Cream of Mushroom Soup
1/2 cup milk
2 tablespoons chopped pimiento (optional)
1 cup frozen green peas (about 4 1/2 ounces)
2 cans (about 5 ounces each) tuna in water, drained
2 cups cooked egg noodles (from about 4 ounces dry)
2 tablespoons plain dry bread crumbs
1 tablespoon butter, melted

I raised a glass,

To the distant past.

To forgive,

And I forgave

**** 

I love,

And I have loved,

And the good lord knows,

That I gave.

Found mortal,

Upon my grave,

Leave the last,

For ones ive saved.

Your first time?

Or maybe your first amazing time?

My god, the fires burned so hot then, didnt they?

Does that passion really have to be lost to the passage of time?

Black blank stare

Falling away from care

Fuck this!

Fuck that!

Fuck you!!!

I dont need twisted,

more than I am.

Unravel yourself first

Feed your thirst

However you need

Plant your seed

Of jealousy 

But not in my garden

Ive felt this gut cold before,

You're not worth feeling it again,

Or anymore . . . 

"I wish I was older"

"I wish I was younger"

"I wish . . ."

"I wish . . ."

"I wish . . . . . . . 

Life IS -15 and 353 days.

Life IS - 99 and 12 days.

Most dont seem to realize how old I am, perhaps because of my antics and playful nature - im 18,

Yep, only 18 - in my head and heart anyway. I will leave this place 18 years old.

The hard slap in the face reality is I turned 60 this year. I know there are those here older than me, but in this time, my time - 60 is hitting hard. Suddenly regrets become much more prominent. I am extremely flattered that I can still attract 20 somethings, lol - but thats not reality, is it? Flash in the pan fantasy.

Something I have learned recently,  and truly accepted as truth  - "you cannot fully embrace life until you fully embrace death". 

We are temporary

(You have your "after life" beliefs, and I have mine)

I feel those who witness the sunrise with me, and I feel those who no longer are. 

I started this blog with the intention of it being a diary of sorts for my sons  ?

No more "saving face", no more false fronts or maintaining a persona, at a certain age, you just stop giving a damn.

I love you, please always know that 

Blogs . . . 

Frogs . . . .

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Grog!

Eggnog.  ?

Hogs  ? ?

Jogs - ?

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Clogs  ?

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Flogs!!  ?

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#scriptophobiasucks

Ive got a ditch to dig,

and one to fill.

Ive got to stop the bleeding,

and blood to spill.

The cask of 43 has run a-ground,

And futures future left the sound.

I have tools and spools,

Fooled

I can build destruction!

Witch winch has drawn the corruption.

Havoc's time has come,

Like an idiopathic maelstrom.

Watch,

Watch out - 

Ive come undone . . . 

(As always, this is not to, at, because of,  about anyone - just freestyle poetry)

my latest piece - 100% hand made sterling silver,  except the lobster clasp itself.

An homage to my wing'ed friends

Waiting for the microwave to ding . . . .

Then I realized I never hit start ?

Searching for my phone . . . And the person on the other end says "where were you last using it?"

Placing a bet you cant back up

Leave or stay? 

This is the age old question that has plagued mankind for millennia. 

They were calling for snow yesterday - I didnt look out the window . . . .

So it didnt snow! ?

Or did it?    ? 

Today I saw 2 inch tall Easter lillies in my yard - in January??

Last year I had fireflies in April

"Times they are a changin"

While enjoying your morning tea, gazing out the window at your 'spansive front yard, you witness a massive unkindness - what would you do? What would you do if you saw a murder?

If you found out you had  "acute post-prandial hypersomnia"  would you -

A - seek medical attention immediately 

B - start getting your final affairs in order

C - lay down and hold still until it passes

D - set your neighbors house on fire

You have been exposed to a common chemical,  known as dihydrogen monoxide,  or 'DHMO' , what would be the first thing you would do?

(See above options list. ?)

(Research conducted by award-winning U.S. scientist Nathan Zohner concluded that roughly 86 percent of the population supports a ban on dihydrogen monoxide. Although his results are preliminary, Zohner believes people need to pay closer attention to the information presented to them regarding Dihydrogen Monoxide. He adds that if more people knew the truth about DHMO then studies like the one he conducted would not be necessary) (DHMO.org)

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