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3 years ago. Sunday, January 8, 2023 at 4:59 AM

Sometimes in the winter months I would go crystal hunting in the deserts of south west Arizona, near Mexico. Set up my camp and settle in.
I would sip my coffee and quietly wait for the sun to best the shadow mountains on the horizon.

That is the golden hour.

A soft, unseen choir would herald in my mind, almost audible as the first rays cracked the summit. 

It's time.

I would head out and begin my new days search.

I noticed that after especially harsh weather, driving winds most often, sometimes rain - bitter cold - the following morning the crystals would glisten brighter. Stands to reason I suppose.

Anyway, I would set my eyes and begin my careful scanning. It was always so quiet, so still - my footsteps seemed almost rude in a way, Intrusive on a stage not designed for me, or was it?

Suddenly,  just like the quick flare of a lighthouse -As if she were saying "over here! Here I am, over here!!"  ~ Off in the distance, sometimes a very far distance . . .

Oh, it was so exciting finding them. 

I miss it.

One day towards the end of my stay that season, I decided to skip my crystal hunting routine. I made a fresh coffee and knelt on the bank of a small wash near my camp and just contemplated life. I was staring at the ground in front of me, deep in thought. "What will my tomorrow look like? Where should I go next?" Silly thoughts that drift in and out of my head. I needed more coffee, lol. - as my eyes regained actual focus - I realized I was looking directly at what ended up the biggest crystal ive ever found to date. Right there in front of me not five feet away.

Two sayings come to mind;

"Seek and you shall find"

"Learn to be still"

Which path, and when? That is the conundrum,  isnt it? For many.

So many things in life can be understood as lessons, once we recognize the teacher.

 

Felt like writing a little story ✍️ 

Happy Sunday people  ? 

 

3 years ago. Saturday, January 7, 2023 at 2:45 PM

That letter I never finished

My vehicles oil change

That promise I have yet to keep

The debt owed to me,  yet to be repaid

My house plant

2021

My mentality when im drunk, lol

Those dirty dishes in that box from when I moved ?

Last time I had authentic Chinese 

My guitar strings

My address 

That ketchup in the back of my fridge

My fridge

My dream catcher

The dust on my camera

 

3 years ago. Thursday, January 5, 2023 at 1:06 PM

3 years ago. Tuesday, January 3, 2023 at 3:33 PM

* A bunny's cheek against mine

* The smells of fresh coffee and/or bacon in the morning 

*Hitting the snooze button and realizing its saturday

* A crackling fire on a cold winter day

* The smell of wet leaves in the fall

* That last peek through the clouds as the sun sets over the water

* A hard dip on my fishing pole

* A hand made gift on fathers day

* Her hand gently taking mine

* The silence the world takes on as an eagle glides across the blue midday sky

* Genuine laughter from a child

* New shoes that feel like they were made specifically for my feet

* "I love you" with that certain sparkle that only true love can create

* Those last few moments right before you fall asleep - taking a nap when theres other things you should be doing

* Baby hummingbirds

* Grape fields in late fall

* Those feelings, how the world looks, when your falling in love

* Bubble wrap

* The waves the wind creates across an open field

* Fresh cut hay

* The smell of leather

* Your gift that makes her cry

* Tripple layer german chocolate cake

* Sand between my toes

* A happy ending in an "against all odds" love story

* The 1st flowers of spring

* An unexpected apology

* Splashing into the water after nailing the perfect swan dive

* My cat purring on my chest

* The first firing of an engine I rebuilt

* Winning the bid at an auction

* Music that gives me goose bumps

* Laughing to tears

 

 

3 years ago. Tuesday, January 3, 2023 at 2:20 PM

Why would someone do that?

3 years ago. Monday, January 2, 2023 at 1:54 PM

When is "ok" to lose your temper?

Today I stabbed my speaker with a screwdriver,  not once, not twice - axe murderer repeatedly. 

Do I regret it? No

It felt good.

A little back story - said speaker has been grating on my nerves for almost a year. At certain frequencies it would buzz. Like ridiculously buzz. I fixed it . . . And fixed it . . . And fixed it!

Finally (today) I had had enough! 

Damn you vile speaker! Damn you to hell!

Lol

RIP poor speaker ??

But alas! It begs the question,  when is such behavior ok?

My vehicle cd player would constantly skip. One day I had my wife and her kids with me. Sure enough,  said player began to skip.

Without a second thought I punched it ? 

It played without issue from then on.

"Oh nice! Nice thing to teach the kids" she said

"It worked mom" said her youngest son

I laughed

 

Update as per request 

*WARNING - graphic content

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3 years ago. Monday, January 2, 2023 at 4:12 AM

"No man is an island,
Entire of itself.
Each is a piece of the continent,
A part of the main.
If a clod be washed away by the sea,
Europe is the less.
As well as if a promontory were.
As well as if a manor of thine own
Or of thine friend's were.
Each man's death diminishes me,
For I am involved in mankind.
Therefore, send not to know
For whom the bell tolls,
It tolls for thee."

(John Donne)

 

Lets suppose for a moment, the earths inhabitants consist of 10 people living in one house. This one is doing this, and that one is doing that. mostly content going about the day to day fillings of life.

One day one of them dies. The earths people surely felt the loss. They wept and mourned.

Now there were only 9

A few months later one of them gave birth to twin boys. Oh how the people rejoiced! Welcome, new members of the people of earth! 

Now there were 11 . . . .

 

Fast forward however many years any given "expert" says we've been evolving, to present day.

The bell still tolls, but has it become too far away to be heard? Has the sheer mass caused it to lose significance? Is that simply the nature of things?

Bigger is better, right?

It boggles my mind that in just my lifetime the population of the earth has more than doubled.

Where are we headed? What will become of us?

 

I know! Lets go trash mars!  ?

 

*edit - whats your favorite lube?

CNC

3 years ago. Sunday, January 1, 2023 at 12:56 PM

Consensual non consent

For those into this, do you discuss beforehand what is 'not' allowed to happen?

(Open discussion post for those curious about this form of play)

3 years ago. Sunday, January 1, 2023 at 3:35 AM

Who decided it was a good idea to have a strip of cloth tied tightly around your neck? (a 7yo boy played a pivotal role ?)

The clock reads from 1 and counts up to 12 -  why doesnt the new day start at 1?

"I read that book daily". Which way did I mean that? Past tense or present tense? ?

Why are tear (cry) and tear (rip) spelled the same?

If the end of December marks the returning to the sun, why are January and February the coldest months?

With all todays technology,  why are we still changing flat tires?

Why is it called a "pair" of underwear?

Why do I have to obtain someone elses approval before I can enter different areas of my planet?

 

With a flick I discard yet another bad habit,

Toss my necktie to the ground . . . Sleeves rolled up . . . . Deep breath . . . . Im ready!

 

"Ok Kali - destroy something!"

3 years ago. Saturday, December 31, 2022 at 1:44 PM

Fuck it

Mother fucker!

Fucktard

Fuckstick

Fucker!

What the fuck!?

Fuckhead

Fuck me!

Fuckwad!

For fucks sake!?

Fuck!

Fuck you!!