Name' sake

You are - never doubt that.

(Your answers ly within ⚘)

Ive said this before - almost 8 billion people and lonely boggles the mind.

You are not anonymous,  you are a part.

Love
Devotion
Feeling
Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
The return to innocence
And if you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
That's return to innocence

[Act 3 scene 2]

He drew another soft drag on his pipe, contemplating the sleeping town below. His town.

He felt on stage, the moon was so bright.

'Father would be proud of me' he mused to himself.

Another plume drifted lazily off into the night.

4 days by ship to Galendor . . .  she should return before the equinox if all goes as planned. 

'It is too quiet without her here'

He had yet to receive word of her arrival, he should have by now . . . .

A lonely foreboding began to tug at his heart

The clatter of a carriage trailed off in the distance, down a cobblestone street. 

*Moody blues - 'Late lament'

"You cant walk on water, fool! - you'll drown" they said. 

I clench my teeth again - "I'd rather be dead!"

"Sew your seeds, then go!" But what harvest ill reap, they dare not know.

In a circle there are infinite parts - as the drawing down of fearful starts.

Who's to say . . . . .

My tongue tasted eyes that wept, my hands held dear, a promise kept.

Tuesday came and went like yesterday, all the yesterdays came and went . . . Like tomorrow . . .

"The sun will be up soon, get some sleep"

The eerie echo of the small, small speaker, trying desperately to reach the far corner of the otherwise empty house - colored in dark decay. He sits in the corner and cries. He doesnt need to make out the words - he knows them . . . by heart.

"You cant walk on water,  fool! - you'll drown"

*this is just free flow writing,  nothing more 

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What exactly is "peace of mind"?

Is it when the endless chatter finally stops?

Is it when you no longer fear? When a cup.of coffee is just a cup of coffee?

I have said "when the morning sun touches more than your face,  you have reached enlightenment".

But what exactly is "enlightenment"?

What I call "the river"

Peace of mind for me is simply letting go. The endless "have to's" of every day life that just dont mean a fucking thing! 

"Dont stress the small shit - and at the end of the day, its all small shit!"

Peace of mind cannot be found in drugs, this I know. It cannot be found in the confidence of another. It cannot be found by pure effort, or due diligence. It is found by simply letting go.

What you hold dear today, will be gone tomorrow.  You have today, there is no guarantee of your own tomorrow. 

Complete and utter surrender  - there-in ly's peace of mind.

Once dubbed "the nonsense song"

This is life . . . .

"Why do you stare?" She asked

"Where, out there?"  Returned the cat

"Yes, what do you see?"

"I see the future and the past, through this pane, like a looking glass, at all that remains. I see winter become summer with the soft spring rain, I see birth and death, loss and gain."

"How can you see all of this?" she smiled

"Its just a window" and gave him a kiss.

"If looking in, or out ~ still to the soul, I dont see with my eyes,  dont you know?"