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4 years ago. April 26, 2020 at 2:49 AM

I think it's the fifth time or something, I guess we couldn't stand each other 24/7 during quarantine lol.

But I'm surprisingly okay I'm always a mess after we break up.

On the bright side no more punishments on silly stuff like leaving the bathroom seat up!

But I'm sure I will miss her and how she made me a better version of me. 

I know I may not make sense but I'm emotionally confused right now.

I used to eat my lips skin excessively when anxious which really hurts, but after she started punishing me for it, I lost the bad habit.

I used to have a problem with meeting deadlines in work, she started giving me a caning - which is my least favourite punishment - whenever I don't meet a deadline and now after a couple of punishments I always finish my work early.

I'm confused and sad. 

Sorry if I'm not making sense. 

rosethorn​(sub female) - Hugs x
4 years ago
switch101​(switch male) - Oh thank you :)
4 years ago
HGB​(sub female){Scottish M} - Now a cane wouldn't be a punishment for me. Maybe a good friend can assist with some of this. Some other types of punishment for slacking on deadlines.
4 years ago
switch101​(switch male) - Can you Give examples?
4 years ago
Fate - Don’t be too hard on yourself. It’s normal to grieve and you’ve had a loss. Squishy Fate hugs.
4 years ago
switch101​(switch male) - Thanks for the advice. I'll try
4 years ago

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