Sub frenzy. Ooh I remember having it bad! I was like a kid in a candy store! I jumped on here, I didn't trust other submissives. I thought they were the enemy. I figured we were all competing against each other. I set out to prove that I didn't need them telling me what to do. I was grown and can make my own decisions. Blahzay Blahzay Blahzay 🙄 I was so naive!!😂 I even think at one point I was collared the same day someone first said hi to me 😆 (I can laugh at that now lol)
Fast forward to a year later and I'm calmer now 😁Thanks to a few special friends, one in particular who continues to mentor me, taught me to see my self worth and has helped me through the sub frenzy. Couldn't have done it without her! 🌹 The subs who I thought wanted the worst for me, have shown me sweet friendship. I just needed to give them a chance. Even one in particular that I have a love/hate friendship with, I'd still protect her in the worst of circumstances 😜😉
Venturing through this BDSM journey is fun, tricky, and can sometimes be overwhelming. I've made many mistakes. I've ruined friendships. I've made bad decisions. I'm certain I'm not the only one though. But I'm learning through it all and I know I'll keep growing through it. ❣️
I wanted to post some links to a few blogs from this site that I've read. They cover the topics of sub frenzy, toxic relationships, and how to spot a predator Dom. But I can't find them. 😖 If you have written one or know of a good resource, please let me know. :)
Special thanks and hugs to all of you who continue to be here for me 🌹💋
~Ame
