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My Very Own Jeremiad

Random thoughts...pieces of me that pertain to nothing and anything. Yoda I am not, but yes I wish.
5 years ago. May 30, 2019 at 2:04 AM

I am listening to my gut/intuition/6thsense more.  During this process I’ve stepped back when something/someone doesn’t feel right, even if I can’t identify what it is exactly.  I usually try again if it’s just something that makes me go hmmm. After the 2ndor 3rdtime and I’m still thinking this isn’t right for me and I say something. Let’s be honest ghosting sucks, but I am beginning to see why people ghost.
 
It’s upsetting that someone who doesn’t know me wants to tell me what/who I am.  Maybe I’m too nice, damn Midwest upbringing…but I’m not going to be rude, unless I am provoked to be. I don’t understand why it’s so hard for someone to trust me to know me.  I am more than capable of making my own decisions and determining what is right for me.  It would definitely be easier to just disappear and not have the conversation, but I can’t do that because it’s the cowards way out.
 
This also applies to those who have ghosted me.  You don’t get to come back…you left abruptly…sometimes hurtfully…screw you motherf&$*er…peace out.  I may or may not respond but I don’t have to respond.  It goes back to the fact that I know me best and I’m not going to take any crap.  Say that I’m not a sub/bottom…whatever…I am an independent sub/bottom/ maybe switch. I’m me and will not make apologies for who I am or what I want. 

I'm not some damsel in distress or to quote Ani DiFranco a kitten stuck up in a tree somewhere.  Even if I were, don't you think every kitten figures out how to get to down whether or not you ever show up. Yes, I'm stepping off my angry girl soap box, but ARGHHH!!!

 

Bunnie - Comment deleted by poster.
5 years ago
Thecharmedmuse​(switch female)​{My Wildman} - Preach it! ❤️
5 years ago
Fate - Good for you Willow!
5 years ago
Hazel Eyes​(sub female)​{Lion} - The way you said this, I swear was the same person.
5 years ago

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