Good morning all!
The play party on Saturday night took it out of me. I spent Sunday in bed. My concussion was raging.
But this morning I was able to get up and go feed I'm actually sitting outside right now. We got some more snow but it's kind of warm out and horses are vigorously eating.
I am hoping that my concussion symptoms continue to dissipate to their normal daily level because I would really like to play today.
I was reading a forum on the cage when I was reminded that Saturday night this most adorable trans girl who I call Kitten got the nerve up to ask me to play.
It was so cute watching her process as she got up the nerve to ask me. I was sitting at the front like I always do manning the door. I saw her go out and go to her car. I thought to myself I hope that she's okay because she looked really nervous.
And about 10 minutes later she came back to the desk and she took a deep breath and then asked.
It was so cute! But I do have to ask her a couple of questions before we play. I don't play with newbies because quite frankly they bore me. That's not ego talking. It's just that more experienced players are able to move more fluidly as the play progresses.
Also, newby's tend to send conflicting information to me because they don't quite know what to do or how to process what's going on in the moment.
But I have seen her play before in a bottoming capacity. She did say she does want marks because she enjoys those. So I'm rethinking that I might do this.
I was thinking that I would fill her with clothespins and then flog those off.
I'm still too inexperienced at the single tail to use that on her but that would be a joy.
To be honest with you I'm not even quite sure why I said yes. One of my play Partners is in Ecuador and the other one is really sick. My love has been going through an awful lot of triggers, so play has not been healthy for her. Hopeful that today can change that.
I'm going to go ahead and email Kitten today and see if our play needs this match up. They may not.
The other piece is my concussion. Since the accident play has been very limited for me. I'm not able to do heavy body impact like I used to. If I'm not careful flogging sets it off. I tend to do more intricate play where I can sit down and really focus. But even then I need time after ro recover.
So we will see.
Thanks for listening.
