As I continue my journey as a submissive, my Daddy and I have been doing a bit of exploring. This adventure consists of different toys or different types of play. While I am very much a brat, I've started to look more into the pain seeking side of my sexuality.
Primal play is my all time favorite! The biting, scratching, growling and marking from my Dom.... is more than enough to get me excited. Even when we are just playing around with each other on the couch. There is just something so sexy about a man having his teeth digging into your neck, making you squirm.... marking you as his. The sharp pain and the forced submission all wrapped into one. It sends shivers down my spine just thinking about it.
But primal play isn't the only kind of pain my Daddy and I seem to enjoy. And that brings us to the use of our newest toy. While Daddy has a quite a selection of thud based toys, my favorites tend to lean more to the ones that inflict a nice sting. Yes, we use the standard crop, but our newest tool of pleasure is my new obsession. I've pretty much been smitten ever since I saw it laying on a table at our last play party.
When I first laid my eyes on this toy, I couldn't help but giggle at its appearance. It was essentially a fake grass plant on a handle. But after picking it up an really feeling it, and having it stroked it against my skin, I started to wonder and get excited by what kind of pain that this funny looking thing could inflict. The minute my Daddy offered to test it out on me, I immediately offered my skin to him.
The first swing sent chills up my arm, by the second and third.... I was hooked. With this toy, it felt like my skin was alive! It tingled and swelled, covering my skin in a pattern of beautiful stripes. Afterward, all I could do was just stare and stroke the new marks that Daddy had given me. And getting permission to show them off! sent me over the moon.
While the exploration with Daddy still continues, I think my love affair with our new toy may be here to stay. With that sting that makes you numb, it's enough to make any masochist swoon.
And Daddy, I am very much looking forward to seeing how you use me next. Until then! Kisses