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A Rough Start

My thoughts as I start my life as a submissive
5 years ago. November 5, 2018 at 3:11 AM

This past week, I was finally able to meet a Dominant in person for the first time.

 

It was so intense... I didn't even need to touch him to feel that Dominant energy just radiate off him. I could bearly make eye contact with him, just because the way he looked at me, the way he spoke...

 

Durring our time together, I had to fight the erge to reach out and touch him. Not knowing if I was aloud to, but in desperate need to do so. I fought with my hands, shoving them in my pockets, idly playing with my cup. Anything to keep from overstep my bounds.

 

Then came the time to leave... But before that time, he had said he had a gift to give me. So we walked back to his car. Climbing in, I could feel a shift in the air between us, and hear the quickening of our breath.

 

He reached back behind me, making my heart race. As he pulls  something out and offeres it to me. That something.... was my first toy. 

 

My heart raced as I touched the leather, stroking it as my breath quickened.... and my panties were soaked. I couldn't fathom what I was holding in my hands. As I looked down, it finally hit me.

 

I had my very own crop... And I wanted to use it bad.

 

 


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