It's amazing how calming baking can be. There I know everything has to be exact to give me the results I want. What's currently baking is a cookies and cream cake I'm making for my mom's birthday tomorrow. I've never made one before so here's to hoping it goes right.
But once again I find myself stressed about things I cannot control. I was hoping making this recipe tonight would help calm me but instead it has just added to my stress. Idk how much more of all this stress I can take. I end up not sleeping at night (not that my toddler let's me anyway) than get maybe a 3 hour nap in during the day. And that's if I'm lucky.
But this time I can honestly say I did this one to myself. And I just have to own it. Whatever the consequences are, I have to deal with them. It's just how life works sometimes and I need to put on my big girl panties and get over it.
I'll be okay. I always am. But until than, happy thoughts and remember kindness always.