Today is supposed to be a day of thanks. So I am thankful for my children and my mother. I'm thankful for all the good in my life.
But on the other hand I'm so tired and fed up. I was nice and let my ex sleep in until 9 this morning considering I've been up since 5 this morning to get everything done and ready for this afternoon (we do lunch in my family). Instead he wakes up and it's instantly hell from the minute he comes downstairs. Add this to the hell he gave me last night at the grocery store and it's been a fun freaking day! Constantly fighting with him while havin to put on a happy face for my family drives me crazy.
But today the truth of him came out to my family. They've told me several times I was crazy and that there was no way he is the way he is. Well my mom has been at my house since 6 this morning and witnessed everything. She told me after the fact that shed never seen him like that and she couldn't believe how he was acting. Like a child she said! Made me feel so validated that someone else finally saw it all!!!!
But that's just how everyday life is for me currently. Cannot wait to be standing on my own 2 feet so I can get on with a better and happier life for myself.
Wishing everyone a happy thanksgiving. Remember to enjoy your peace and keep kindness going!!!!
