Good enough.

Thoughts of a sub whose seen too much in her young life.

Have you ever felt completely unwanted? Like no matter what you do you are never enough for anyone? Sometimes that is what occupies my mind. Lately I don't feel good enough. I don't feel like I fit in and belong anywhere. I started accepting my little side more and more and now i just feel lost. I don't know where to go from here.

I try to put on a happy face and act like everything is okay. Even when playing the game with my friends. But in reality? I'm just lost. I'm a little girl in this big world with 2 kids to take care of. I'm scared.

Have you ever felt like you weren't enough? No matter how hard you tried? That's unfortunately where I stand today.

Always be kind.

Pandabear

HisHunnyBun(sub female){Taken} - Deep down I feel like that
Even though I found a Dom who loves me despite my size, deep down I'm afraid he'll leave me for someone skinnier. Doesn't talk to me in a day or two? My mind goes towards he's not interested anymore/ He's hurt. Usually its his job hours preventing him from chatting.

4 years ago

Pandabear(sub female) - I get that. I tend to panic when I don't hear from people who are close to me for a day or too

4 years ago

HisHunnyBun(sub female){Taken} - Yeah, Anxiety's a pain.
My Dom's job has him working 7pm to 7am
So sometimes he doesn't have time for me. But he does make up for it. Relationship's lasted 12 days so far!

4 years ago

Pandabear(sub female) - That's good.

4 years ago

HisHunnyBun(sub female){Taken} - What's great is that he's drop dead gorgeous!
Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought I would land such a man!
Dream come true!

4 years ago

MelMell(dom female) - Honestly this happened to me for so many years. I felt like I wasn’t enough. That I would never be good enough. That I would always be left alone because I could never be good enough. We all probably have this issue at some point in our life. I’ve never truly fit in anywhere. I enjoy things everyone finds unpopular and prefer being home relaxing. I have,however, found that my problem was my attitude. Why am I the only who isn’t good enough? It should be other people that aren’t. It’s taken me years but I now finally love myself and who I am as a person and no one can bring me down. I’m good enough the way I am. I’m in fact perfect. I fit in with myself and don’t need to change who I am to be accepted. I’m good as I am and so are you. Never let anyone, not even yourself, tell you you aren’t good enough because you are.

4 years ago

Pandabear(sub female) - Thank you

4 years ago

slaveMikayla(sub female){MstrJ } - This is one of the voices in my head that I fight. I'm sorry that you have to face it. I'm sorry that it is something anyone else experiences. I'm working on looking at the situations that gave me those records and trying to find the truth in them instead.

4 years ago

Pandabear(sub female) - I'm trying that too. I have an appointment set up Monday to speak with my doctor about it.

4 years ago

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Pandabear​(sub female)

Good enough.

Have you ever?

Pandabear(sub female)