Wrote this like 2 months ago and never published it. This crap still happens though🤦♀️ Good luck reading word vomit...
"Isn't lovely, all alone. Heart full of glass my mind of stone. Tear me to pieces, skin and bone. Hello, welcome home."
-Lovely by Billie eilish & kahlid
"Cause I'm acting like it's alright, walking circles trying to find. Tell me why, tell me why. I'll keep saying that I don't mind, with these eyes I'm trying to deny. Tell me why, I'll be standing here... With these hands, hands behind my back. These hands won't let me go..."
-Hands behind my back by Amber Liu
"Smoky, I'm tryin' to start again. Smoky, I'll take all the pain. Smoky, I'm tryn' to smile again yeah..... (Next part translated from korean) Smoky, I can't see myself again. Smoky, come on and hold my hand again. Smoky, I'll wait for you there...."
-Smoky by Joohoney
"Oh damn. Volume way up on my phone and,Next to my head on the floor and, Beats on repeat.The rain tap dancin' on my windowpane. Whoever said no pain, no gain.. Don't know pain, Intimately like I do, As infinitely as I do. Been lied about and lied to, Too many times to fight it. Some bridges were built to burn, No need to help ignite it. A party of one or party of none, Please keep me disinvited. Tuck you in, As I tuck another tear behind my eyelids. Good night."
-Lullaby for a cat by Epik high
Feeling a little numb right now. Today was a huge cluster fuck of running around like a chicken with my head cut off... The running around is pretty much done so now, of course, my head wants to mess with me🤦♀️ Oh how I wish it would just leave me alone.
Got those I love the most around me and I still feel so damn alone and frustrated