It has been tragically long since I have written anything... I've hardly read much in this forum as well.
First... I just want to take a moment and shout out to my dearest sisters and apologize for the distance.
The world is in chaos. Externally and perhaps my inner world seems to be rocking back and forth between bliss and Hell. It almost gives it the illusion of balance.
This post will serve as a grand update.
Since the first thing I got off my chest was an apology, this will be the second thing. But it is the main... huge thing in my life right now.
The majority of my free time has been spent with a relatively new love. It feels new, although we've been together for over a year. It's only been months since I expressed my feelings to him and less time since he has expressed his feelings to me.
We got a new kitten...Milo loves her. I'll post pictures! Her name is Peaches.
I'll have to post a whole separate entry on this relationship.
I also have a boob story to tell.
And a threesome story to tell.
A Four Loco story I'm debating on telling.
*Sigh*
Oh! I wrote a children's book! I'm working on getting it fixed up and edited and illustrated.
I've been working through the entire pandemic. My Dementia residents don't even understand why their loved ones can't (or couldn't) come see them. It was rough for a while.
Another major issue that counters the good in my life...
My son has had battles with mental illness and drug abuse and just a few weeks ago, he attempted to take his own life. He's been living with me. (He's 22, it's just the two of us).
It could have been a blessing in disguise but I don't know if he's been quite right since being home. I'm not sure about the meds they put him on.
This was not the first time... I don't expect it to be the last.
Any good thoughts and prayers are appreciated for him.
I hate to end things on a grimm note... But I promise I'll put forth some hilarity soon.
Love and kisses,
Muse
