I have learned new things about my self . A silent discovery if you will . A voice that has always been there . A noise in my mind . Something has been given light . It has been fed again. More pain, more anger and rage . That is the fuel for the monster inside me. It is coming to the surface and wants to be heard. It is a strick and very domineering voice that like to take control. As the Daddy sleeps the anger and rage take over . I have to regulate it and make sure it dose not destroy everything around me . I know there are women out there that take this from me . And enjoy this person, this voice, this being. With a look ,I have your attention, with a signal of my hand you kneel. Allow me Into your life , let me take your pain and worries of the day. Let me feed that Masochistic need inside of you. We will survive and we will feed eachothers demons. So come and let's play.
This is what the voice has said and this is what I have learned. All of me need to be fed or else one takes over. I must find balance in my self and soon i will become a very good and balanced DaddyDom.
Seems we all have to continue our journey.