Today the darkness senses my weakness and it attacked. It has always been a cruel friend, the only companion I have . One that will never leaves me. Like Mercury in the cut , it is toxic to the body and plays tricks on the mind .
Then the sky lit up due to a coming storm . The sky was beautiful with its blue ribbons decorating the dark clouds.
I yelled to the lightning,
" don't look down on me , you claim to bring light ,yet all you are is refined fire that destroys anything it touches" .
It's hard to walk into the light when your world is so dark . I have given all my light away. Who will light my path . Who will help me stand back up . : I reach for the sky to grab the lightning. To my surprise, it reaches back and strikes me with all its ferocity and fury and shocks and burns my body .
It tried to kill me , it failed.
I still live I yelled!!! It struck again.. it whispered to me. It said, silly man, I am not trying to kill you , I am showing you pain to prove you are alive . I have given my light to you, now stand up and be the monster you need to be .
I start to stand .. as with anything ,I do it my self .
I look at around to see my surroundings. And I notice something moving.
She said to me ' hello sir , my name is Delilah and I am your pain. I am the gift of light and I'll be yours forever. She drops to her knees and bows her head. I put a finger under her chin to make her look up . Her eye are filled with darkness and tears.
She has always been a cruel friend one that never leaves me. Then the sky flashes again and she was gone .
I hear the ever so slight a whisper. I am always here for you sir . I just wanted you to see my beautiful darkness and to show you I am not bad.
I am a Daddy Dom who's sadistic side is being born.
I am feeling dark .