Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Likely not alike

Do you feel a certain way about your partner that is different from the other partners you have had? If it better, worse or the same? Is it completely different? Is it more meaningful? Is there deeper love and trust? Or is it the same or worse than the last.

If you answer this question as yes everything is different and better and wonderful....then it probably means this person is nothing like your ex. Not only they way you interact together, but also the tendencies they will have going forward. Meaning...that not only should you not punish them for something an ex put you through because everyone is going to pay the consequences of your ex’s actions...but you also should also analyze how you reach to an infraction. Are you acting a certain way because of the way someone else did you? Or are you truly looking at the situation as a new issue that has happened between to the two of you.

If you know that the person you are with is the one you have always wanted to be with....why do you act the same as you would if you were with your ex? Can you not agree that an issue that is new to this relationship should be treated differently?

Just think about it....

Until tomorrow....

Soul changing

I can honestly say that I have had mind blowing, amazing, soul changing sex.

It keeps blowing my mind that every single time Daddy and I have a session...it just gets better.

Our session tonight has to be one for the record books. He touch deep inside of me. We came together...and the pulsating of our bodies together so deep was beyond amazing...it truly debilitated me!

Him teaching me how to open up my mind and body to his will...brings the pleasure to me. I am amazed how much I have blossomed sexually with him. I dont even recognize my old self...

Sexual Drug

I believe I come from an addiction prone family. I have many lines of alcoholics and drug addicts in my family tree. Knowing this growing up I was very particular about what I tried and how much I consumed. I gave myself rules like never drink alone, etc. And it worked....I never had any issues with anything to be addicted to. Until Daddy...

Having a sexual attraction turn into pure love is a dream come true. Falling in live with the one you have been meant to be with...is even more of a miracle. But learning to let your body intertwine with the love and sexual desire is amazing....and it blows my mind that every single time we merge our bodies...it just gets better. Each time is even more amazing....and giving myself to him completely is food for my soul. How could I not be addicted to him. To his body...to his cock.

Until tomorrow....

Mine

I’m not the jealous type...but I do sometimes wanna make sure you know what’s mine.

I almost feel like being outwardly jealous is very unbecoming of a woman. Even when I know I have let that out before. It’s just not pretty...

I’m over being cheated on and have put those times in the past. I don’t have to worry about that any longer... Daddy is true.

Even though I may not show it...my Daddy shows he’s mine and I am his. There is no doubt.... A true man loves deeply enough to give is mind, heart and soul to the one he loves...and everyone knows.

Mine...

Until tomorrow

Mine

I’m not the jealous type...but I do sometimes wanna make sure you know what’s mine.

I almost feel like being outwardly jealous is very unbecoming of a woman. Even when I know I have let that out before. It’s just not pretty...

I’m over being cheated on and have put those times in the past. I don’t have to worry about that any longer... Daddy is true.

Even though I may not show it...my Daddy shows he’s mine and I am his. There is no doubt.... A true man loves deeply enough to give is mind, heart and soul to the one he loves...and everyone knows.

Mine...

Until tomorrow

Let it go

Do you have those days where you have to constantly tell yourself “let it go”. Either because of the situation that is in front of you or just telling the random thoughts in your head.

It’s a great saying if you really think about it. It solves a whole lot if you can really let it go...

How many times do you tell yourself “let it go” and don’t listen? Does it continuously haunt you?

Watch Frozen....

Until tomorrow

Let it go

Do you have those days where you have to constantly tell yourself “let it go”. Either because of the situation that is in front of you or just telling the random thoughts in your head.

It’s a great saying if you really think about it. It solves a whole lot if you can really let it go...

How many times do you tell yourself “let it go” and don’t listen? Does it continuously haunt you?

Watch Frozen....

Until tomorrow

People pt. 2

Second flight of the day I again encounter flight attendants. Keeping in mind how I felt from the first flight....I’m being very nice. Greeting and saying have a nice day...smiling with my eyes, etc.  I walk into the plane and notice there is a seat on row 4 on the right side next to the window. There is a lady sitting in the aisle seat working on her laptop (which is impressive how she just got on and is now looking like she’s been set up there for hours). I ask her if that seat is taken, she said no, I asked if I could sneak in there? Obviously annoyed....she reluctantly says yes....and then proceeds to take her sweet ASS time to move her stuff so I can get in. While she is adjusting....I go to put my bag in the overhead. There were 2 pieces of LV luggage taking up the entire bin....I moved them together and to the side to place my bag....she says THATS MINE....ok lady calm down....I just moved it over a little to get my bag in.....at this point the flight attendant comes down the aisle talking loudly....telling me that we can all spread out and use the entire plane....that all the middle seats are open to keep distance. Ok....thanks? Then she says MA’AM are you traveling with her...points to the lady....I said no....then she said well you can sit anywhere.....so I said ... but not here? Right?

Then I just moved on...went back several more rows and sat down. The whole time she is talking behind me that I can sit there if I wanted to but I was slowing the line....I WAS SLOWING THE LINE??? Really??? As I turn around I see her apologize to the other lady...The lady that is still in her seat...still with her laptop on her lap.....still “acting” like it is such and inconvenience for her to let someone by her.... but I WAS SLOWING THE LINE??

How about this....you can take that spoiled bitch and her attitude and wrap it up with some of the staff from Southwest Airlines and kiss my ASS!!

The last crew who even with sarcasm was super nice and considerate.....treated everyone the same. But this crew has been nothing but a horrible experience compared to every other flight I have ever been on.

I carry a LV purse....I have multiple of them. I have matching accessories to go with them.... but today I carried my black backpack and I was dressed in leggings, t-shirt and sneakers....and nothing else.  I am a 45 year old white woman with red hair....nothing out of the ordinary or any reason to be seen as different.... but I was. Here I am in Dallas TX and the acceptable behavior comes from a spoiled blonde 30ish girl and the 40ish blonde flight attendant that are use to being “mean” girls.....and then we wonder why the world is so up in arms about equality......

What a difference a couple of hours during the same day makes....

Until tomorrow

People

On my flight this morning the flight attendant is giving the preflight safety speech. It’s 6:30 in the morning and you can tell that she is trying to be as chipper as she can. The speech she gives is routine for the most part....but she adds her side comments randomly. These side comments are what give me the giggles and also give me insight to her people hating vibe....

The comment after explaining the life jacket was the best. She just simply stated that the vest has a cool feature of illuminating once you land in the water... so you can watch all the little fishes nibble at your feet. ?. Ummmm.... what I heard was there is a light that lights up so you can watch as the sharks eat you alive! Lol

Then she was explaining that you had to leave your mask on for the entire flight. You had to keep your nose and mouth covered....this was reiterated multiple times... and how you can only remove it for a drink or a snack.....but it should not take you an hour to eat your M&M’s.

Just made me think....this has been this poor woman’s life for the past 6 months....have to remind people to wear their masks....to stay 6 feet apart...how to wear their masks...explaining policy....pleading with people to just be safe. OMG....I would have already flipped out and slapped some people....so her little sarcasm and small digs don’t bother me at all...I actually feel for her...and everyone else that has to service the public at this time.

Be nice people....just follow the rules...respect everyone....even when you may not agree....just be nice!!!

Until tomorrow....

People

On my flight this morning the flight attendant is giving the preflight safety speech. It’s 6:30 in the morning and you can tell that she is trying to be as chipper as she can. The speech she gives is routine for the most part....but she adds her side comments randomly. These side comments are what give me the giggles and also give me insight to her people hating vibe....

The comment after explaining the life jacket was the best. She just simply stated that the vest has a cool feature of illuminating once you land in the water... so you can watch all the little fishes nibble at your feet. ?. Ummmm.... what I heard was there is a light that lights up so you can watch as the sharks eat you alive! Lol

Then she was explaining that you had to leave your mask on for the entire flight. You had to keep your nose and mouth covered....this was reiterated multiple times... and how you can only remove it for a drink or a snack.....but it should not take you an hour to eat your M&M’s.

Just made me think....this has been this poor woman’s life for the past 6 months....have to remind people to wear their masks....to stay 6 feet apart...how to wear their masks...explaining policy....pleading with people to just be safe. OMG....I would have already flipped out and slapped some people....so her little sarcasm and small digs don’t bother me at all...I actually feel for her...and everyone else that has to service the public at this time.

Be nice people....just follow the rules...respect everyone....even when you may not agree....just be nice!!!

Until tomorrow....