Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Sexy collar

I finally got my collar back the other day. Daddy picked it up from the jeweler and it’s all back to to new!!

My collar means so much to me. It’s really what it means that means so much to me. It’s my most prized possession...

It makes me feel sexy and owned. Does that even make any sense that it feels so good to be owned? I know for some that word doesn’t make any sense...and why would you want to attach that word to yourself? But when it comes to the bond and the why and the how we live this life...it makes complete sense to me.

I can tell you that for me being his is everything...and he gives me everything I need. He has completed my being and given me more life that I thought was possible. The collar just symbolizes everything that he has done, is doing and is going to do for the rest of my life. It symbolizes the commitment that we made with our bodies and souls.

Thank you my love...

Until tomorrow....

Sexy collar

I finally got my collar back the other day. Daddy picked it up from the jeweler and it’s all back to to new!!

My collar means so much to me. It’s really what it means that means so much to me. It’s my most prized possession...

It makes me feel sexy and owned. Does that even make any sense that it feels so good to be owned? I know for some that word doesn’t make any sense...and why would you want to attach that word to yourself? But when it comes to the bond and the why and the how we live this life...it makes complete sense to me.

I can tell you that for me being his is everything...and he gives me everything I need. He has completed my being and given me more life that I thought was possible. The collar just symbolizes everything that he has done, is doing and is going to do for the rest of my life. It symbolizes the commitment that we made with our bodies and souls.

Thank you my love...

Until tomorrow....

Sexy collar

I finally got my collar back the other day. Daddy picked it up from the jeweler and it’s all back to to new!!

My collar means so much to me. It’s really what it means that means so much to me. It’s my most prized possession...

It makes me feel sexy and owned. Does that even make any sense that it feels so good to be owned? I know for some that word doesn’t make any sense...and why would you want to attach that word to yourself? But when it comes to the bond and the why and the how we live this life...it makes complete sense to me.

I can tell you that for me being his is everything...and he gives me everything I need. He has completed my being and given me more life that I thought was possible. The collar just symbolizes everything that he has done, is doing and is going to do for the rest of my life. It symbolizes the commitment that we made with our bodies and souls.

Thank you my love...

Until tomorrow....

Summer Heat

I love the summertime for the sunshine and the wonderful things you can do outside. Nature is absolutely gorgeous here and the evenings are excellent for grilling dinner!

What I hate is the heat...especially at night. Our bedroom doesn’t get as cool as I would like it...and it doesn’t help that our body heat just makes us cook.

We love to cuddle...it’s our thing...it’s very special to us...but man I know that I make him uncomfortable when our skin just sticks together!!! I’m like an oven in the summer and a freezer in the winter. But the winter allows me to cuddle and not make him so uncomfortable...because who doesn’t like having a heating pad when it’s cold!!

Looking for some cooling relief in these summer nights!!!

Until tomorrow...

Masterpiece

It’s been almost 2 years now that I have been under my Masters spell. When we first met I would have never imagined how wonderful my life would be almost 2 years later.

From the beginning I have been like a school girl in love...gitty about everything having to do with Daddy. He has spent an enormous amount of time investing in my growth as his Sub and his lover. Teaching me how to be loved the right way and showing me how to trust. He has feed my love language in a way I didn’t even know I needed.

Everyday I’m more in love with this man. The woman I am today is a far cry from the person I was...I am more confident, more secure and so much more comfortable in my own skin...and this is all do to him. I have my moments...but he picks me up and puts me back on the pedestal he has made for me.

I am his Queen and he is my King. He is my rock. He is in touch with my soul with everything we do. This life he has given me is more than amazing...it’s the fairytale I dreamed of when I was a little girl. He has restored every dream and magical wonder that I ever could have imagined.

Thank you Daddy for showing me that love is real. Love is a bond and takes work to build it stronger...and your true partner works hard to build it with you.

I love you...

Until tomorrow...

Natures Beauty

If you get outside and just take the time to enjoy the beauty of it all...you would be amazed at what you find.

We took a walk today just around our neighborhood. Not to far there is a patch of open ground that inhabits a full family of prairie dogs. They have their own little town that includes little guards. When we bring our dog around the corner you can immediately hear the warnings given out by the guards warning the others that danger is around. They watch him carefully...and when he runs...they hide. And once he is at a safe distance they let everyone know it’s ok to come back out. It’s really cool to watch them.

You then see all the other dogs and people out...and how they interact with each other. You see the rabbits and the way they know their landscapes better than you could ever imagine.

Then beautifully manicured flower beds...and how wonderfully people have mapped them out and taken cate to them just for my enjoyment.

Then the feel of my Masters hand guiding and protecting me...and this is done instinctively...because I am his. How my collar feels as the sun warms it during our walk...reminding me how I am forever his.

Take it in...enjoy the simple things.

Until tomorrow...

Am I enough

I’m sure everyone has wondered at some point or another...Am I enough?

That could me a whole lot of things...I’m i enough to keep him interested, I’m I enough to be the best I can be, I’m I enough to keep this happiness going?

So much of this is driven by my own mind. My own insecurities. When It comes to yourself you can learn to love yourself and appreciate everything that you are...you except yourself. But when you love deeply I think you can’t help be have a fear of not being exactly what that other person wants...forever. There is nothing that the other person does that makes you feel this way...it’s just sometimes there. Maybe it’s a female thing?

Sometimes I have this worry deep inside me...like a virus that is trying to poison me. It could be something as simple as a blemish that shows up on my face...or a comment that meant nothing...or simply a longer time frame than I would like for contact...that makes the poison start to stir. Sometimes I can make the thought go away quickly...sometimes it takes me a minute to get rid of the thought.

Just know that no matter what...you are enough.

Until tomorrow...

Couch time

We have enjoyed the entire day wrapped up on the couch together. Just loving on each other and helping each other to feel better.

Even though Daddy hasn’t felt great...this has been a great day for me. One to go in the memory banks...I love that I’m having all this time with him.

I can look at him and fall in love a thousand times over...and days like today just confirm that he is my one.

I love you Daddy....

Couch time

We have enjoyed the entire day wrapped up on the couch together. Just loving on each other and helping each other to feel better.

Even though Daddy hasn’t felt great...this has been a great day for me. One to go in the memory banks...I love that I’m having all this time with him.

I can look at him and fall in love a thousand times over...and days like today just confirm that he is my one.

I love you Daddy....

Quarantine

Well...it looks like we will be back in quarantine for at least the next 7 days...since I came home to Daddy running fever.

After testing today and a warning to stay home until we are cleared...I will get some good cuddles and TV time in with Daddy.

Even though he feels terrible...I love taking care of him. I can be bossy for a reason...lol.

Here’s to getting him better...and me not catching it!! I’m so glad to be home and in his arms...

Until tomorrow...