Firecracker Diaries - A combination of stories, random thoughts and an appreciation log of life with Daddy

Out of the loop...

Have you ever felt like you aren’t part of the club? When everyone around you is part of it...just not you?

It could be that maybe you just don’t understand what is going on. For example...you are the supervisor and there is lots of gossip and drama between the employees...now this is not hurting their work in anyway...but you can’t get a front row seat to the drama and understand this story because you’re the boss...you can’t.

Or when everyone around you plays a game...and you don’t know how to play. You want to learn and join in...but you don’t.

Or when it’s hard to join into a group conversation when your brain can’t shut out all the other noises around you so you can focus on the conversation. Or when everyone thinks you’re mad because the look on your face...but really it’s that there are too many noises going on that your brain is confused and your temples are throbbing because you’re trying to make it stop!!

I want to gossip...I want to play...I promise I want to listen.

I will get there...lol

Until tomorrow...

Gagged

So I was granted playtime this weekend...and introduced to a gag ball!

This was going to serve multiple purposes since I had never used one...and there were other people in the house. I’m not sure how effective it was at muting me...but It was very effective at completing turning me on.

We started with seduction TV...and quickly moved to me asking if I would take him in my mouth. This moved to him taking me in his lap and having his way with me.

After many orgasms Daddy turned me over and put the gag on. He then proceeded in taking me from behind. I was extremely turned on...and the sensation of him taking my ass puts me in another dimension.

The orgasms that he gives me through my ass is indescribable. They are very intense...with so many sensory factors going on...him holding my shoulders, pulling my hair, pulling me into him, rubbing my clit...just puts me over the top.

The gag just adds another level... a level I like.

Until tomorrow...

Piercings

So who of my fellow subs out there are pierced?? I’m talking below the belt...

What is the best type? VCH or Christina?

Should nipples come before this type of piercing or after?

The more I read about them the more excited and confused about which one to get! They all look to be enhancing sexual pleasure after the healing period. But I do wonder about how a piercing on my vagina will work when I don’t wear panties?

Looking for some advice!!!

Marks

I like when Daddy leaves me marks after our sessions. A hickie here or there...sometimes scratch marks. I know it may seem juvenile but it makes me feel almost animalistic...like he has put his mark on me.

Now I’m not talking about obscene marks that look ridiculous....just little marks that I know what’s they are. I really like it when he nibbles on my neck...I mean really like it!! Not to mention my nipples! But the next day if I have a reminder when I look in the mirror....mmmm I want more!

Until tomorrow...

Marks

I like when Daddy leaves me marks after our sessions. A hickie here or there...sometimes scratch marks. I know it may seem juvenile but it makes me feel almost animalistic...like he has put his mark on me.

Now I’m not talking about obscene marks that look ridiculous....just little marks that I know what’s they are. I really like it when he nibbles on my neck...I mean really like it!! Not to mention my nipples! But the next day if I have a reminder when I look in the mirror....mmmm I want more!

Until tomorrow...

Marks

I like when Daddy leaves me marks after our sessions. A hickie here or there...sometimes scratch marks. I know it may seem juvenile but it makes me feel almost animalistic...like he has put his mark on me.

Now I’m not talking about obscene marks that look ridiculous....just little marks that I know what’s they are. I really like it when he nibbles on my neck...I mean really like it!! Not to mention my nipples! But the next day if I have a reminder when I look in the mirror....mmmm I want more!

Until tomorrow...

Marks

I like when Daddy leaves me marks after our sessions. A hickie here or there...sometimes scratch marks. I know it may seem juvenile but it makes me feel almost animalistic...like he has put his mark on me.

Now I’m not talking about obscene marks that look ridiculous....just little marks that I know what’s they are. I really like it when he nibbles on my neck...I mean really like it!! Not to mention my nipples! But the next day if I have a reminder when I look in the mirror....mmmm I want more!

Until tomorrow...

Cravings

I’m sure it’s my hormones talking...but for the last several days I have felt this uncontrollable need for Daddy. You know...the kind where I just want to do it over and over again!

Like seriously... I could just have him every other hour type of craving! Something has turned me on and I can’t turn it off!

Maybe it’s the weather? Maybe it’s the vitamins? Maybe it’s the way he walks? Lol....either way...it’s constantly there. Except when I’m dreaming...and lately it’s been very vivid not good dreams...

It’s so weird...because all I do is that about him and our sex life all day long...but once I’m asleep I either have bad dreams or really weird dreams that aren’t good. I seriously think my body is out of whack!!

I’ve been craving him, sushi, sweet tea and fudge....what a combo!!

Maybe this will end soon!! Lol

Until tomorrow...

Gagged

So I was granted playtime this weekend...and introduced to a gag ball!

This was going to serve multiple purposes since I had never used one...and there were other people in the house. I’m not sure how effective it was at muting me...but It was very effective at completing turning me on.

We started with seduction TV...and quickly moved to me asking if I would take him in my mouth. This moved to him taking me in his lap and having his way with me.

After many orgasms Daddy turned me over and put the gag on. He then proceeded in taking me from behind. I was extremely turned on...and the sensation of him taking my ass puts me in another dimension.

The orgasms that he gives me through my ass is indescribable. They are very intense...with so many sensory factors going on...him holding my shoulders, pulling my hair, pulling me into him, rubbing my clit...just puts me over the top.

The gag just adds another level... a level I like.

Until tomorrow...

Waiting for playtime

I asked Daddy for a play night this weekend.

I’m not talking about our hot nights we have. Our daily interactions are amazing and super hot...but I am craving his dominance and surprise.

The play time I’m looking for involves reading a hot story to him while we are naked and wrapped in each other. Then acting out the scene we just read about. Or watching some hot porno scene and devouring ourselves in each other’s bodies. Or tie downs and the whips...and lots of battery operated items.

I could go on...but every single time he shows me something new. And I’m ready to learn something new...

Take me Daddy...

Until tomorrow....